As I recovered my sense of righteousness, I tried to stop the whole thing, and I said in reflection
"I don't think I want to do this anymore"... He laughed, and immediately his tone and demeanor changed to more aggressive, similar to how it was when I met him.
"This is not optional putita, you are here, aren't you? - you were moaning like a fucking professional, you want this probably more than I do! And remember, I am the boss, not you!"
And with that, he grabbed me violently pulled me closer, lifted one leg and with one movement he was balls deep inside me... I felt weird, yes a bit of pain, yes some pleasure, but mostly remorse and guilt, I didn't want to be there anymore, but he was right, he is in control, and not me.
I was absent, and he started to fuck me, his movements were aggressive, similar to the time he fucked me at the theater, after a little bit, he grabbed my limp cock and started stroking it, at the same time said "oh your pussy feels so good putita, I am going to fuck you all night, sooo good, ah...uhmm, ah" - when he did that, and said that, I started to enjoy the moment again, my cock went hard once again and I started moaning...
When he noticed that I was enjoying again, he smiled and said "there she is, my personal putita... I have so many plans for you..."
He stopped fucking me and turned me around, I was on my stomach and then he grabbed my hips and thrusted his cock inside once again... his cock was a perfect fit for my ass, I was enjoying it so much that I started to wiggle my ass in circles while pushing it back for him to go deeper and he said, "Oh that's good, I like you even more when you are proactive... don't deny your nature, you are made for cock"
He was right, why deny it felt much better to have him do whatever he pleases than to be remorseful about it. I gave in, completely.
I twisted my torso to see his face and body while he was fucking me, he looked incredibly sexy and I was so happy he was able to provide enjoyment, I was really liking him, I raised my hand and put it on his chest, and said between moans "fuck me baby, fuck me!"
He took my hand and then grabbed my other hand, and he used them to pull me towards him, this made him go deeper and I moaned and just lost it... he continued thrusting my ass when I freed one of my hands and went on to find his balls, when I found them I started caressing them gently, feeling them... I knew he was close to cum...
He sighed and said, "Oh I like that", I learned that trick from my wife, whenever I fuck her doggy style she'll do that and I really liked it, so I thought of doing it for my man... yes, MY MAN, I was completely his now.
"Glad you like it babe" I said between moans... "Are you going to breed me?... please breed me, make me yours, please, please!" with every word the pitch of my voice became more delicate.
Then he started to fuck me harder, and his moans became louder, he sounded like a beast, like he was growlng... so manly, so in power.
I felt his balls trembling a bit, and then he pulled me towards him, and I started to feel warm inside me... he growled once more and as his growling noise faded, his cock pulsated inside me slower and slower until it he was done.
I just got breed by a man, my man, and it felt amazing; that was the first thought I had after he collapsed on top of me.
We were both sweating and he started kissing me, I turned around to find his face, I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist and kissed him like I was a high-schooler on prom night.
Without saying any words, we kissed for several minutes and then he laid down on his back. I took my hand to my ass and felt it creamy, stuck a finger and felt so much cum inside, and I smiled, I felt accomplished... I found a spot on his chest to rest my head, I kissed his chest, neck and touched his limp but still big cock, I turned my eyes towards him, our eyes locked and I gave him a peck and said...
"I really liked it".
He said, "I know you did; you are made for this... now let's take some rest it is only 6pm and we have the whole night ahead of us"
I responded, "I don't even know your name..."
he said, "I'm Miguel" then I said "I am..." he interrupted me "your name is not important, you're my putita"
I smiled, kissed him again and I was finally relaxed.
After the steamy fuck session, we fell asleep naked, he was on his back, and I was on my left side, resting my head on his chest, with one of my right leg on top of his leg, and my thigh was over his pubic area and touching his limp cock. His right arm was around me, and my right arm rested on his stomach.
I woke up, and as I regained consciousness, I realized what had happened. I didn't move; my head was again full of remorseful thoughts, condemnation, and regret... I was disgusted with what just happened; I wanted to jump off and storm out, but when I was about to do it, at the corner of my eye, I saw his phone and realized something... If I could get it, maybe I could delete the picture he has and all the evidence any of this happened, and I could perhaps return to my normal life...
He was still asleep; I don't know how heavy a sleeper he is, so I slowly moved my right hand away from his chest. As I did this, he didn't react, so I continued my mission. I stretched as much as I could to reach the nightstand on his left, where the phone was, but I couldn't without jeopardizing getting caught; I needed to change my position and improve my reach.
I had to move my leg and position my hip differently to reach further; as I was thinking about my next move, I started taking inventory of my body, naked, skin to skin with a guy that just fucked me... I start realizing the feeling and begin to feel warm from inside; flashbacks of what happened come to my mind, uninvited thoughts and sensations betraying me and putting my mission at risk. I take a deep breath and regain control; I say to myself, "Get your act together."
I move my leg, so it is no longer resting near his crotch, very slowly; as I do this, I feel his cock; while still limp, it had a good size and an appealing look. As I separate my inner thigh from him, I feel emptiness and detachment; my desire starts to race up, and my skin starts to feel warmer. I lick my lips and bite my lower lip, "Keep it cool" I repeat in my head. As I am doing this, I pull my body slightly up, like doing a plank with my left arm, my leg is suspended above him, and my dick is hanging. I try to balance my body by putting my right leg on his left side. He is still asleep, and I think I can reach the cell phone now.
As I look down, I see him asleep, naked... I started to feel this detachment that made me feel empty and even sad. My freedom is at reach, I can put an end to this... I venture to reach my phone, I am still an inch short, I need to stretch a bit more... I'm focused on the phone and my hand reaching, and I don't realize my dick is hanging and it touches his cock, this minimal thing, sends an electric impulse to all my body, the warmth I felt before becomes heat, my senses start registering the sensations that were already there, I start to register my ass being sore and creamy, my lips swollen due to all the kissing, my skin is having a regression of all the sensations... he moves, I panic and improvise, I set my right leg down to his side, he is waking up and finally opens his eyes, I am on top of him but already lowering my head and my hand is not reaching towards the phone, the mission failed.
I improvise and I start kissing and licking his chest and nipples, I lower my hips, my dick is already semi-erect, I start rubbing my dick against his cock, then his deep voice "Oh yeah, I like to wake up like this, you are learning fast" as he's telling me that, he softly pushes my head down, I understand the instruction I go down to his cock and started licking it.
At this point, not only my mission failed... it is completely forgotten, I am in auto-pilot, my senses are in hyperdrive, I am trying to recognize every sensation, a drop of his cum comes out of my ass and I feel how rolls down my inner thigh, Miguel's body temperature is rising, I know what he wants, he want's me to suck his cock and without him saying anything, I put his cock in my mouth and started sucking like there is no tomorrow, he begins to moan and so am I.
His hands are over my head softly, he doesn't need to push as I am going all the way, I'm giving him a passionate sloppy blowjob, I try not to gag, I realize I am getting better at this to the point I am enjoying it, I can taste his fluids from our previous fuck, his meat is warm and big and now he is hard as a rock, and he says "oh yea baby, that's it... embrace your new nature. You are mine"
His words send me in high alert, raise a red flag, they bring common sense back and I slow down and stopped sucking and pulled his cock out of my mouth. Reality hits me like cold water, he stretches and softly grabs my face by my chin and say "Come here", I follow the instruction reluctantly, more out of fear than excitement.
The roller coaster of excitement, regret, enjoyment and remorse are driving me crazy... I go from a total lusty whore to a real victim of blackmail and abuse.
He kisses me and grabs my ass firmly with both hands, he pulls me close to him, rolls over and now I am laying on my back and he's on top.
He said, almost romantically "you're doing a good job babe, and we have all night to ourselves... when we're done, I'll tell you my plans for you" he kisses me deepening his tongue in my mouth, my instincts decide to correspond the kiss, I'm losing control over my actions again, I am giving into desire, he's rubbing his body and his cock against mine, he's super hard and so am I... I can't hold back any longer, I'm loving it!