All characters in this story are fictitious adults (18+)
How it started...
I am a straight-married man with a family. On the surface, I look like a completely straight guy, but for years, I fantasized about older men.
My fantasies started a while back, when I was traveling for work... I would cap a rough work day and jerk off with some porn. One day, I came across a transexual video and I was really turned on by it, then I was obsessed with trannies and they will turn me on even more than women; watching their beautiful bodies with cocks was amazing... then I came across sissy porn, or femboys and I became obsessed with femboys that were young that were fucked by older men.
Soon, I didn't need porn... I started to jerk off to the thought of a bigger and older man dominating me and me submitting to their desire, until today, that thought drives me crazy.
With this new obsession, I didn't know what to do, I wanted to take my pleasure beyond porn and masturbation, So I opened a Grndr Account and posted some pictures there, soon after I started receiving messages and pictures or other men. Watching the pictures and reading the messages raised my pulse, but it was really hard to set up a meet up and honestly it felt dangerous.
I started to do some research, and I discovered the existence of gay spas, glory holes, video booths, etc. But I was too scared to take the initiative and actually go to one of these places, until...
One day, I was driving back home after a work-related appointment where I was stood up, so I had some time to spare and I was in the area of an adult theater, which had mixed reviews online.
The place looked like any other sex shop on the outside, I parked and nervously went inside, I didn't know what to expect.
I am 6ft tall and somewhat slim... I was dressed with slacks and a dress shirt.
When I came into the store, I was looking around trying to not look lost (which I kinda was), the staff at the store was a feminine looking emo guy, he greeted me by saying:
"Welcome, let me know if you have any questions or need help"...
After a couple of minutes, I found the DVD section, and I started strolling through the aisle, I felt foreign and awkward, I didn't know the 'mechanics' of the place and after 5 minutes of lurking around I decided to leave, but...
On my way out, I asked the emo guy "are there any video booths or something?" to which he answered,
"we have some empty cabins and an old-school porn theater at the back, it's $10 and you can go in and out all day"
I said trying to sound cool and knowledgeable: "Oh ok... well I am going to check it out".
In a matter of seconds, after I paid, I walked over there without knowing what to expect... I saw a door that led to a dark tunnel. There are signs on the walls that say: No drugs, no cellphones, along with other rules... I kept walking. My heart rate was rising, my adrenaline was doing its job, my hands were shaking, and I felt my knees weak. Finally, I was in, and the place was not even half full. Probably a dozen guys were there watching....
Some were sitting close by, but no one was sitting together. When I came in, literally EVERYONE was watching me. My heart was pounding, my head felt hot, and I kept shaking a bit. Then, I picked a seat in the third row. No one was in front of me, and the row was completely empty. The closest person was two rows back, and most of the people were in the back.
I sat down and took a deep breath. I said to myself, "Let's see what's what." I wanted to see what happened as I didn't know any etiquette or unspoken messages, so I was there to learn.
After a few minutes, nothing happened, so I started to watch the porn movie, which was a bi-sexual MFM from the '90s... So I said, well, I am here, might as well enjoy myself. I started rubbing my cock, trying to get it hard, and I was not very successful; between the nerves and the fact that it wasn't my kind of porn, I wasn't getting very far. I then unbuttoned my pants and reached out and started playing with my cock while still inside my underwear.
Several minutes went by. Some guys stood up and left, but I could hear people moving, and I was too nervous to turn around and see. But I still turned a bit and saw an older guy sitting a couple of rows back. I could see he was doing the same thing I was. We kind of locked eyes for a second, and then I went back to my thing.
Then I turned again to see him, and I stared at him for a bit more, like 3 - 5 seconds..., and then went back to my thing. About a minute later, he changed places and sat right behind me. I exchanged looks with him once more, and he made a gesture with his face, kind of pointing to the seat next to him with his nose. I took that as an invitation...
He was exactly the kind of man that turns me on, 60+ taller than me, and with a belly. I pulled up my pants and changed my seat; now I was sitting next to him, he didn't even look at me, but he took his cock out and started stroking it; I didn't know what to do, so I did the same thing...
The second I took my cock out, 5 or 6 guys moved places, sitting close to us, one of them was standing in the aisle staring at us... I didn't know what this meant, but I was there and I went with the flow.
The man next to me, his name was Brett, had a soft but big cock that looked inviting; I felt magnetism to it. A strange force inside me wanted that cock, and I had to touch it, so I did... the first time I touched another man's cock, it felt warm and quickly began to get hard, and I started to jerk it... suddenly, we heard a loud noise, maybe a violently shut door? - I still don't know what it was, but it startled him, and he quickly put his cock in his pants, that sudden action startled me as well, and I did the same. He then softly told me in my ear,
"Come, follow me,".... Which I obeyed.
I follow this older guy toward the theater exit and into a video booth. It had a door, but he left it open for me to come in. When I came in, I was going to close it. I might be new, but not naive. Something was about to happen...
