Author's Note -- There are elements of non-consent in this story. If that type of element offends you, or is problematic, please do not read.
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Dedicated to Victor ("Carlos"), Sonny ("JD"), Patrick ("Beto"), Ricky ("Andres"), Johnny ("Hector"), and Jose ("Joe") - you'll never recognize yourself in this but thank you for giving me your character.
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"Hey short fucker! You want some breakfast? Or are you just gonna play with yourself all day?"
Such brilliant, witty repartee. But considering who I was yelling at, well deserved. And more importantly, well expected by him.
And, of course, his literate response was even more expected.
"Fuck off, gay boy! I'll be there in a minute. You just make your Daddy's breakfast because he's not giving you any of his big sausage this morning."
If there's one thing about Carlos and me that people have figured out by now, it's that no matter what we say or do, we're friends to the end. Even though sometimes, I'd like it to be the end... and kill the sexy motherfucker.
But, I jest. Carlos is, and always will be, my friend. My brother. My mano. We've been through a lot in our lives. And each other's lives. And I will always love him. Maybe more than I should... if you get my meaning.
It was Saturday morning and Carlos often worked overtime on the weekends. He came walking into the kitchen, dressed for work, and looking like the sex bomb he was. He was an emergency responder for PetroChem, one of the local petrochemical plants, and wore long sleeve shirts, old jeans, and boots to work. He changed into a special work uniform at the plant, but his "go to work" gear was nothing special.
But the "nothing special" clothes that Carlos wore to work only enhanced the amazing muscular body that made him stand out. Short, at only 5'5", a latino with beautiful golden skin, black hair, and brown eyes, Carlos had a physique that taller guys could only dream about. His personality was even more amazing. Yes, he was a joker, a prankster, and usually the life of any party he was at. But one would be hard pressed to find a sweeter, more loving, accepting guy than Carlos. Very trusting and innocent in a lot of ways. Needless to say, most people concentrated on his body. But there was a lot more to Carlos than that.
Even though I thought I knew him better than most anyone, Carlos has managed to surprise me with his ability to feel, be vulnerable, and experience new things. And last night was one of those times that he surprised me. Several times.
He had come home early from a Friday night out, which surprised me. While Carlos had been getting drunk more than usual because of issues with his ex-wife, he was actually fairly sober, although still tipsy. He mentioned that the reason he was early was that he was tired of the club scene and wanted to be alone. I was about to give him his space, when he sprung his first surprise... and asked me for a massage. He had never asked me to do that before and when I asked why, he said he was stressed. And had just wanted to be back home. With me.
I was a little nervous because I knew about the pent up feelings I had for Carlos. Yes, the sexual ones because he was the hottest guy around. But also the emotional ones. The ones that came from my heart and truly loved him. Carlos was straight and I knew that we'd never be more than just friends. But I'm sure that I always hoped that maybe someday... someday... something might change. So getting my hands on his body, along with having strong feelings for him, might create a situation that I didn't want to engage in.
I won't go into all the details of the rest of what happened last night. But suffice it to say that Carlos and I ended up having sex. He was drunk and fell asleep, I was horny and hot, and I ended up fucking him. But the second surprise he gave me was after the sex.
I was in agony over the guilt I was feeling, having taken advantage of him. But that sweet, loving man opened himself up to me and told me that he had always known about how I felt about him. And that he had much of the same feelings towards me. He even enjoyed the amazing blow job I gave him! But that the fucking was a little too much... or at least, he needed to think some more before considering doing it again. Anyway, he told me to not feel guilty and to know that he and I would always be friends and brothers. Because I gave him peace, stability, and love in his life. And he did to me as well... along with fucking amazing sex!
I was at the stove, making french toast, as he walked in the kitchen. He came behind me and grabbed me in a bear hug.
"Carlos! Shit man, let me go! I'm gonna burn the house down!"
He laughed, ruffled my hair, and went to the refrigerator, looking inside. "Hey, where's the orange juice? You know you are supposed to have that for me every day." He looked over at me and grinned that beautiful smile. "Gotta keep my sweet disposition, mano. That's your responsibility."
I looked back at him and rolled my eyes. "Fuck off, bitch. It's in the back. I had to put some more beer in the frig for our dinner with Joe tomorrow. You remember? Your friend and co-worker, Joe? You know, Jose Delacruz, Sr.? The man who managed to get you hired out there?"
Carlos rummaged around and got the orange juice out.
"Oh yeah, that's right." He poured the juice into a glass and said, "Oh yeah, he said Vera couldn't come with him." Vera was Jose's wife. "But he said he talked JD into coming. So that's cool."
Jose Delacruz, Jr., or JD as his family called him, was Joe's oldest son. He was 21 years old, going to community college, and working, according to him, a boring ass job at the mall. He'd come to visit us a couple of times when Joe came by. He was a good kid, about 5'8", 180 lbs, brown hair and eyes. Like Joe, he was a latino, with very light skin that accented his handsome good looks. He told me he had a girlfriend, whose name was Janie, and they were an "on again, off again" couple. Evidently Janie was jealous of any girl JD became friends with.
Carlos also told me that JD and Joe had a pretty tense relationship. Joe tended to be extremely strict with JD and thought his son too carefree and irresponsible at times. But according to Carlos, JD was very smart and creative about people and situations. He just didn't like dealing with people's drama and preferred to just enjoy life as it came each day. He graduated number 18 in his high school class of 600 students, which put him in the top 3% of the class. But even that wasn't good enough for his father. So Carlos warned me that I might see Joe and JD have words at times. And to not get involved.
So other than thinking he was a pretty smart, mature, and handsome guy, with a personality similar to Carlos, I didn't give JD much thought.
Until about two months ago, when he came by before going swimming to get Carlos's raft and pool chair.
In all the times he'd come by the house, I had only seen JD wearing baggy long sleeve shirts and loose fitting pants. He had a mind of his own and seemed to only dress in a style that he was comfortable with. But that day, he was in a sleeveless white t-shirt and some swim trunks. His physique was astounding! I knew he played football in his high school years, but he evidently worked out in the gym as well. His arms were bulging with muscle and his shoulders were just as swoll. His chest was impressive, with his pecs pushing out his shirt, his nipples large and very obvious in the shirt.
Having been a halfback for his football team, his legs were displays of thick, corded muscle that flexed every time he took a step. Even his calves were beautiful, looking like muscular tear drops. Those features alone were spectacular.
But it wasn't until he turned his back towards me so that he could talk to Carlos that the crown jewel of his body came into view. I mean, there it was. That ass. HIS ass. It was a magnificent mass of muscle, shaped like basketballs, that jutted out over his legs. My god, that ass was just as big and muscular as Carlos's ass. Maybe bigger and more muscular. It certainly gave Carlos's ass a run for the money.
While I enjoyed that view of his ass immensely, and the rest of his body as well, I wasn't about to go hitting on the son of one of Carlos's best friends. Joe was a friend of mine as well, but it was just a casual friendship that was only forged through our mutual friendship with Carlos.
Plus I got the vibe from time to time that Joe didn't particularly like me. I mean, he was always polite and charming when we met. But I just got the feeling that he seemed to either resent me personally or my close friendship with Carlos. I know Carlos told me that Joe often said how he was the most important friend that Carlos had. And that irritated Carlos because he didn't think it was Joe's place to decide who was and who wasn't Carlos's friends. And whether they were "important" or not. But he respected Joe and appreciated that he had helped him start his career. So I just kept things with Joe on a very respectful, cheery level so as not to create any stress for Carlos.
"So Joe and JD will be here at about 7 PM," Carlos said. "Instead of doing dinner here, how about we just go out? Maybe Morelli's for Italian food?"
I smiled and said, "Well I'm glad you told me that, as I was going to the store today to get the stuff to prepare lasagna. So Morelli's would be fine. But, what about all the beer?"
Carlos laughed and said, "That's fine. We'll come back here after dinner. I'm sure you, Joe, and I can handle that chore."