As Betsy's eyes were pulled back to Carlos's hard cock, so were mine. Betsy's hand was still surrounding the base of his hard shaft and I could see it moving slightly up and down, just maintaining enough stimulation to keep Carlos erect.
In the periphery of my vision, I could see that Carlos was in a state of shock. The husband of the woman who was blowing his cock had just walked in right in the middle of the action. He probably didn't know whether I would kill him or just chase him away and fire him. He was waiting while he gauged my response.
But my response wasn't to do either of the things he feared. I was fixated on his hard cock in Betsy's hand. It was slick with her spit and, now, Betsy was stroking it more obviously than before. Carlos's cock stood up brown and proud, apparently oblivious to the risk that might be posed by an irate husband interrupting his wife pleasuring it.
That cock, shining with my wife's spit, captured all of my attention. I saw the veins pulsating with energy, the purple helmet crowning the smooth shaft, and the drop of pre-cum balanced on the slit at the top.
I watched as Betsy, who now saw that I was not about to explode with rage but, instead, was transfixed by the sight of her hand on Carlos's dick, brought her mouth back to engulf his cock. Her body was twisted now in a way that allowed me a clear view of her lips surrounding Carlos's cock. She wanted me to see the action. This should have finally triggered the proper response—shaken me out of my trance. But, instead, I sank deeper into that trance. All I could hear in my head was this:
You want cock ... you adore cock ... you can't stop thinking about cock ... you want to suck cock ... you want to feel a cock explode in your mouth, filling it with sweet cum ... you will suck cock ... you will swallow cum ... you will lick up every drop of cum with your tongue.
And then it seemed as if I was saying it to myself:
I can't stop thinking about a hard cock in my mouth ... I need to suck a hard cock ... I want cock ... I want your cock ... I need your cum ... I need to feel you fill my mouth with cum.
I felt my heart pounding, my ears burning, and my mouth salivating. It wasn't from inner turmoil, though. I didn't feel conflicted; I felt overwhelmed with last. And, instead of lunging at Carlos in anger, I walked over and knelt down beside Betsy. Despite being engrossed in what she was doing, she noticed me and pulled off Carlos's cock, smiling at me and silently offering to share with me the cock that she was still stroking.
All I could think about was how much I wanted Carlos's cock in my mouth, how good it would feel to run my lips over the entire length of his shaft. I knew that this desire was artificial—that it was the product of my own scheme of subliminal control, designed for Betsy but unintentionally effective on me, too. Maybe this should have made me shake it off—say, "this isn't really me." But it didn't. Instead, I eagerly accepted the gift Betsy was offering me.
For the first time in my life, I touched another man's cock, first with my tongue, which I ran slowly up the shaft to the top. Betsy mimicked my motions on the other side of Carlos's cock and out tongues met at the top, lapping up together the new drop of pre-cum that had formed there.
I was surprised by how sweet it tasted in my mouth. I savored it for a moment as I watched Betsy return her tongue to the base of Carlos's cock. I wasn't prepared to simply share this treat. Selfishly, I placed my lips over the head of Carlos's cock.
My lips touched it gingerly at first but, as soon as I felt the electric pulse of pleasure shoot through my body at that first touch, I took Carlos's hard, hot, smooth shaft into my mouth like a madman, pushing Betsy's head away in the process.