I'm have been torn for years about whether or not I am gay. Years ago I had an experience with a hitchhiker that lead me to write and post on Lit a story titled Am I Gay?
What I am about to tell will answer that question once and for all.
I began an online correspondence with a guy after meeting him on a gay chat site. Like me he is married, but is much younger than me. We would chat on yahoo messenger and talk about sucking cock and how much we both wanted to try it.
Then one day he went on cam and displayed an awesome 7" cock that just took my breath away. It was the most gorgeous cock I had ever seen and I was totally enamored with it. I knew the first time I saw it, I wanted to suck it so bad.
Up to this point we had not discussed where we each lived. I told him I was in North Carolina and asked where he was located. He responded, and I was blown away he was less than 40 miles from me.
We got online for several days in a row and he would show me his gorgeous cock, which was always hard and standing tall. I knew I wanted to suck it and told him constantly.
He would respond: he wanted for me to suck him and would demonstrate with his hand how my mouth would go up and down on his cock. This action would excite me to no end. I would jack off at night visualizing his demonstration of me sucking his cock.
Then he grew a little unsure about us actually meeting. I sensed that he felt if I sucked him that I would want him to reciprocate and suck me. I immediately told him it would not be necessary for him to suck me that I would be happy just sucking him. With that, he was ready to again start discussing arrangements for a meet.
He had been off work for a while, due to wrist surgery, and would have to soon return to work. And since I was retired it would be best to meet during a weekday while his wife was at work. I normally play golf on Tuesdays and Thursdays mornings so that gave me perfect cover.
We decided that I would drive to his town and we would meet in a Food Lion grocery store parking lot. I was worried about sucking a cock in a public parking lot and told him we need to find a safe secure place. After much discussion he finally said I could follow him home and pull my truck into his garage. I have a truck with a king cab so there would sufficient room to get in the back and suck his cock.
On the appointed day I drove the approximately 35 miles to his town and the Food Lion parking lot. As I was a little early, I waited nervously for the agreed upon time. The time came and passed and I waited an additional 45 minutes and finally decided he was not going to show.