Just a little background on me, this may help you to understand my stories better. Then again it may not. I am a white male who grew up in the suburbs, in a nice quiet neighborhood. I went to a private school my whole life, and I guess you could say lived a somewhat sheltered life. My upbringing was a catholic one, which meant everything was a sin or wrong to do. No premarital sex, no homosexuality, no minorities allowed. I am not a large man by any means, standing only 5 foot 6, weighing 120 pounds, with a small 5 inch cock. So I was a target for the larger sports types at my school. Enough of that, I will get on with my story.
This is a true story about events from my life after high school which have lead to my being a sissy for BBC ( big black cock). Everything in this story actually happened , no embellishments or exaggerations.
My best friends name is Brad. We had been in school together since first grade, and we were now enjoying our last summer before he left for college, and I started work. We had both turned 18 within the last few weeks. Brad is handsome , tall, and solidly built unlike myself. The two of us spent a great deal of time together, hanging out, screwing around, typical teenage boy stuff. He of course didn't know that deep down inside I knew I was different. While I found women attractive and desirable, my wants lied with men. I thought about them constantly. For years I had masturbated. to whatever kind of porn I could get. I jerked off constantly to fantasies of sucking cock and being fucked by good looking muscular men. I started eating my own cum as I longed for the real thing but had yet experienced it. This of course led to me lying on my back with my legs hanging over my head so I could just cum into my mouth, saving some cleanup also.