****Everyone in this story is fiction and is over the age of 18****
Chapter 10: Ain't Talkin' Bout Love
Dick:
The next day, Jason and I woke up at 6:45 am. We didn't even discuss the events of last night, instead Jason jumped in the shower and I went to get breakfast going. When he was done, he got dressed and we sat down to eat together. While we ate, we talked about this show that we both liked that was making its return. I honestly thought that he was going to bring up what happened last night, but at the same time I figured he was a bit embarrassed about it. I felt a little bad about it honestly, I didn't like Jason in that way. Yeah, we had been having sex for a few months now but I mostly saw him as a friend with benefits, but clearly, he felt something else. I wasn't sure how to tell him this without breaking his heart, I didn't want to push him away. Seeing that he wasn't going to bring it up, I decided to do the same. I wanted more time to think about it, maybe I was just pretending I didn't have feelings for him or maybe I didn't have any at all. I brushed the thought away and continued to eat with him.
During the morning conversation, I told him that maybe he should leave some clothes here since he stays here so often, instead of carrying an extra set of clothes in his backpack or wearing the same clothes from the day before. I couldn't believe I was asking him this now when I should probably have asked him like a month after he started doing that. He thought it was a great idea and agreed, it then hit me that I was basically asking him to do the couple thing. Asking him to leave his clothes here, we were in an unofficial relationship already. We continued to eat and talk, not even bringing up the subject. When we were done, Jason left for school. With him gone, I washed the dishes and stepped into the shower.
While in the shower, I thought about what happened last night. The sex was so passionate, the most it had been in months, the last time it was like this was when I first fucked Jason. I then thought back to the first time we had sex, the time when I gave him a blowjob in the workroom of my shop. The mere thought made my penis arise, I began to jerk off but honestly, I always had issues doing it without porn. So I stepped out of the shower and walked to my room naked and wet. I grabbed my laptop and walked back to the bathroom, eager to stroke myself. I placed the laptop on the counter, turned it on and played the video of our first encounter. I stepped back into the shower and jerked off to the video. I came a within minutes, making sure I came the same time Jason did in the video.
When I was done, I continued to shower and finished a few minutes later. I reached out for a towel and noticed the one I had grabbed was still wet, it was the one Jason had used earlier. I brought it closer to my face and smelled it, smelling the combination of his body odor and the body soap he had used. I sighed and thought to myself, What the fuck am I doing? I threw the towel into the hamper and grabbed a dry one. I dried myself and went to my room to change.
While I changed I thought more about it and decided I needed to talk to someone and I knew exactly who. I finished changing and called work telling them I was going to take a day off again. I then called for an Uber and began to lock up while I waited.
The driver arrived 5 minutes later, I got into the car and headed to Pasadena. The person I was going to go visit was an old middle school friend of mine by the name of Dante. He was a great guy and always had the best advice, I would occasionally give him a blowjob as well. He made his money being a YouTuber, playing games and doing silly challenges. He had a great fan base as well. They would send him some weird and awesome fan mail. I remember a fan had sent him this MechaGodzilla model, which was worth over $500.
Twenty minutes later, I arrived at his house in the hills of Pasadena. It was a single story white house with a pool. A little-known fact, Dante was the person who lent me the money for my skate shop. I did eventually pay him back and have always been grateful for his loan.
I walked down the stone pavement to the front door and knocked. I stood there waiting for about a minute before the door swung open. Dante stood there with his red robe with gold trimmings. His hair and skin were wet, he must have been in the pool. He smirked at me, "It's mother fucking Dick, come on in bro."
I smiled and stepped in, he wrapped his arms around me for a hug. Smelling the
chlorine from his long hair brown hair. "How you been?" he asked.
"Uh fine, you?"
"You know me, I'm always fine," he said closing the door behind me. "You want something to drink? Soda? Beer? Wine?"
"I'll take a beer." We walked into the kitchen and I sat on the stool at the counter. He opened the fridge and pulled out two beers, he uncapped them both and slid one to me. We both took a sip of our drinks. He then bent over the counter and held himself up by the elbows. "So, what brings you to my neighborhood?"
I took another sip of my beer then set it down, "I need your advice."
He stood up and pulled the ashtray towards him. He then stuck his hand into his robe pockets and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. He offered me a smoke but I declined, he then lit a cigarette and took a puff. "Alright shoot, man. I'm listening."
I took a deep breath and gathered my thoughts, then spoke: "For the last few months, I've been having sex with this 18-year-old high school kid." Dante raised an eyebrow but I continued, "Well last night, after some awesome sex, he told me that he loved me. The problem is, I don't think I love him back."
Dante scratched his pointy bronze colored goatee, "and why is that?"
I simply shrugged, not knowing the exact answer.
"Maybe, you do love him but those feelings are being held down by something else."
"Like what?" I said before taking another drink from beer.
Dante leaned down before me, "The fear of dating a high schooler. Although, he's 18, he's still in high school and that is still taboo in most cases."
Dante had a point. Maybe I was too scared to date him for the fear that our secret would come out one day. It was already bad enough that KJ and my brother knew, but I trusted my brother, KJ on the other hand I didn't trust entirely. Jason was a young guy and I didn't want to break his heart, whatever feelings he had for me, there were genuine. "You could be right."
"I could be, I could be not. Tell me more about the two of you."
I started retelling the events of Jason and I's friendship, from the first encounter at the shop and to the latest encounter. I made sure to tell him about the times we just hung out and didn't have sex.. By the time I was done, he had finished two cigarettes.
"He's graduating soon right?" Dante said.
"Yeah."
"I say, talk to him and hold off until graduation. Maybe, knowing he's no longer a high school student will trigger some feelings for him. Think of it as a limiter being removed."
Could it really be that easy? I thought to myself. Maybe I was just overthinking it. "Alright, I think I can do that."
"Or you can just be a couple and maybe your feelings for him will blossom. Either way, until then, have more sex, maybe he's just in love with the sex. I do remember you giving a good blowjob." he said smiling.
"Maybe," I chuckled.
"It's not a maybe that you give good blowjobs, it's a fact." Dante said slipping his hand into this robe pockets, I could see him rubbing his package. I knew what he wanted.
"Do you want me to..." but before I could finish he said, "Yeah, just don't take too long, I do have to stream in an hour."
"I could always blow you during the stream." I suggested.