Chapter 18
"So since he isn't getting girlfriends, he wants to start dating guys," I said to Javi the following morning. The two of us had been sitting in the kitchen discussing the previous night's events over some coffee. Javi didn't say anything at first, instead, he took a long sip from his coffee and then gently placed the mug on the counter. Then he finally said, "Wow. I've gone through a drought myself but not once did I think about dating a guy. He's clearly desperate, but he doesn't need to be."
"Exactly! We've discussed this several times before. And the conversation always ends with him agreeing to just be patient. But then it happens again. I really don't understand why he's rushing into this stuff. For fuck sake, he's 18!"
"Just let him learn. It's the only way at this point. That boy is determined to be in a relationship. And who knows? Maybe he actually is bisexual. Maybe this is his opportunity to explore his sexuality."
The sounds of footsteps interrupted our conversation. It was Steven coming down the stairs. With a big yawn, he landed on the floor of the hallway with nothing but a pair of shorts on.
"Morning, guys. Is there coffee?" Steven said, sounding groggy.
"Fresh pot," Javi said, pointing to the kitchen.
Steven went into the kitchen and grabbed a mug. While he did that, Javi and I moved our conversation to the living room. Javi was on the couch while I sat on the recliner next to it.
"As I said, let him figure it out," Javi urged.
Steven walked into the living room holding his coffee mug and sat next to Javi on the couch. He was now between me and Javi. Cautiously, Steven took a sip of his coffee, then Javi spoke, "So I hear you want to start dating guys?"
Steven spat out his coffee and turned directly at me, "Does anything stay a secret in this house?"
I shrugged, "I figured you weren't serious about it. As if it was just a random thought."
Steven glared at me, then turned his attention to Javi, "It's maybe right now. It's just I've been..."
Javi cut him off, "I'm aware. Jason explained it to me. Look, there is nothing wrong with wanting to experiment. You could be bisexual and not know it. So all I say is to do it. Try it out."
"Really?"
"Yeah. But, are you willing to do things for another guy? What if you meet someone you really like and he asks you to suck his cock or something."
Steven shrugged, "I think I can suck a cock. It doesn't seem that hard. Now, taking it in the ass, that will be a different story. I don't think I will ever do that."
"Tops also eat out."
"Like at restaurants?" Steven said with a little worry in his voice. He knew what Javi meant.
"No, I'm talking rim jobs."
"Uh, I don't know about that. Maybe."
Javi finished his cup of coffee and set it on the coffee table, "Look, if you want to explore you're going to have to get uncomfortable. You know that saying 'You gotta get uncomfortable to be comfortable'?"
Steven shook his head, "Is that from Sun Zhu?"
"Nope. Look, I'm all for you discovering another side of yourself, Steven. But make sure it's something you want to do and not something you think you wanna do. Because by doing the latter you could break someone's heart. I understand that you've been through a dry spot with relationships, but like Jason and I keep telling you, you're young!" Javi pressed his finger into Steven's chest, "You have plenty of time to find someone. To experiment. You're a good-looking kid, you're in great shape, and you're not an asshole. So stop worrying about this and just enjoy your life. Like how many more times do we have to tell you?"
"Probably a few more times. Maybe I need a head bashing," Steven said jokingly.
We laughed.
"You are pretty cocky though," Javi said.
"I am, that's for sure."
"You said sucking a cock wouldn't be that hard, why don't we put that to the test?"
Steven's eyes widen as Javi rose from the couch and reached for his shorts. He pulled them down along with his boxer briefs. His member sprung out nearly erect. "Holy shit, that's huge!" Steven cried.
"Were you hard already?" I said to Javi.
"A bit, you've clearly seen it at full erection."
"That thing isn't fully erect!" Steven cried.
"It's about 8 inches at full erection," I said.
Steven gulped, "Uh, I think that's a bit too big."
Javi pulled up his shorts and underwear, "That's fair. Instead, suck your cousin's dick."
The mere thought of Steven sucking my dick sent blood flowing to my member. I had thought about it a few times since we've become sexual. But I was always afraid to ask. Javi did bring a point, my cock was smaller than his and it would be a good starter cock.
"You want to?" I said to Steven.
Steven gulped and then finished his coffee. Nervously, he placed the mug on the coffee table. His nervousness reminded me of my first time ever sucking a cock. It was back in high school with KJ. For a while, KJ had been pushing the idea on me and eventually, I caved. I ended up sucking his cock in one of the stalls of the men's bathroom. I remembered my jaw hurting the next day.
"Alright, fuck it. Let's do it," Steven said.
"Do you want me standing up or on the couch?"
"Uh, standing up, I guess."
I rose from my seat and stood before Steven. He was shaking a bit. I reached for the waistband of my shorts and pulled them open, dropping them to my ankles. Due to the conversation, my member was already erect. It pressed up against the fabric of my gray briefs. Steven gulped as I opened my underwear and my cock flung out.