Chapter 4: A Country Store Outside Gatlinburg
Tank probably should have consulted a map when he somewhat hurriedly herded Bull into Craig's car at the Bedford motel and headed for the on-ramp to I-81 south. But he didn't. And since he didn't, he didn't realize that Asheville wasn't on I-81âor even close to it for that matterâand he was already entering Tennessee before he realized he wasn't going to Asheville that day.
It was getting late when he left the highway near Gatlinburg, Tennessee, and was trying to figure out how to double back on a road to Asheville, and night was falling. He'd gotten off on a side road, turning the wrong way at a roadside tavern and small grocery store combination, and found himself driving up into the Great Smokies past mountain cabins wedged between trees on a road that went from asphalt to gravel to dirt and got narrower and rougher the farther he drove.
He eventually just stopped at a cabin showing no lights. He knocked on the door but no one answered and he went around to the back deck, which looked out over the lights of Gatlinburg below. He found an unlocked door here and he and Bull just walked into the cabin.
He felt a little dopey after the long, confusing driveâwell, dopier than he usually feltâand didn't really know why he entered the cabin or what he was looking for, but there was food in the refrigerator and he was hungry and tired. Bull looked up at him with trusting eyes, and Tank found something that Bull didn't mind eating and put out a bowl of water for the dog. After he'd eaten something himself, Tank found a bedroom and stretched out on top of the bed and was asleep in moments. He was already asleep when Bull pattered into the room, jumped up on the bed and cuddled up to the warmth of Tank's side and was soon off into a contented dreamland himself.
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"Bar? What kind of bar you lookin' for?"
Tank had driven down to the tavern at the corner where he'd made the wrong turn. When he had wakened that morning and inhaled some food and coffee he'd perked up at the unoccupied cabin out onto the deck, he saw that there was a magnificent view down into the western foothills of the Smokies. Gatlinburg was laid out below him, and he could see that it was a fairly large town.
As he sat on the deck and looked down to the town below to the sound of Bull slurping water from a bowl, Tank thought about the ride back to Asheville and how that would be backtracking now from his journey to Nashville. Gatlinburg looked like a good-sized town, and, if he remembered rightly, it was a tourist town. Maybe he didn't have to go to Asheville to get a few week's work. Maybe he could get that right down there in Gatlinburg.
"Well, sort of a men's barâmaybe they have sports bars down in the town for men only? I just need work for a couple of weeks. I'm on my way to Nashville for tryouts for the Titans."
"A football player, are you?"
"Yeah. Defensive tackle. Play for the Virginia Hornets now."
The guy behind the grocery section counterâthe tavern room itself was empty and unlit this time of morningâwas giving Tank the once and half over, so Tank returned the favor. The guy was older, maybe at least into his early forties, but he handled himself with confidence and looked pretty bulked up from where Tank stood. He was probably a retired Marine type, with a buzz cut and tats on his biceps. The sleeves of his T-shirt were rolled up onto his shoulders, and he had a pack of Camels lodged at the rolled material on one side. His face was a little messed upâprobably from some roughhousing that got out of handâbut he wasn't downright ugly. He just looked like he could take care of business, whatever that might be.
"I played some football myself. Ain't heard of the Virginia Hornets, though. A feeder team, are they?"
"Yeah. Semipro out of Richmond. Some do go to the Redskins or the Atlanta Falcons from there. And some over to Nashville with the Titans. That's where I'm headed. The Titans' scout said I'd be a shoo-in; all I needed to do was get to the tryout week. Thought I'd stop off on the way and pick up a little cash. I've done the door and bouncing at clubs in Richmond."
"Talkin' about gay sports bars here, are we? Is that what you mean by bars for men?"
"Uh, yeah, I guess so," Tank answered, somewhat taken aback by the guy's direct reference.
"Nope, no bars like that in Gatlinburg. Afraid the closest you'd come is right here. We have guys show up here in the evenings pretty regular lookin' for that sort of thing. They don't cause no trouble, though. And what there is of that, I handle myself. Don't really need a door man or a bouncer."
"Yeah, it looks like you can manage," Tank answered, a bit disappointed. "Thanks just the same. I'll get some things then and be on my way."
The guy kept his eyes glued to Tank from behind the counter while Tank walked the three aisles of the store, picking out this and that. He'd replace everything he'd already taken at the cabin and add what he and Bull would need over the next couple of days while he thought about whether he'd try going back to Asheville for work or on toward Nashville. "It's OK, I ain't stealing nothin'," Tank ran through his mind as he shopped. He wasn't a thief. And he'd leave the cabin in as good a shape as he found it too. This was something he was learning from this tripâa sense of personal responsibility.
When he brought the groceries over to the counter, what the guy then said showed that it wasn't suspicion that drove him to keep Tank under scrutiny. "I don't have anything you can do at the tavern, but there's some wood out back that needs choppin' if you're just looking for some temporary work for a few bucks. It would help keep you in shape for the football tryouts too."
"Uh, yeah. I guess I could do that," Tank answered, and then because he didn't want the guy to think he was ungrateful for the offer or that he felt the work would be beneath him, "Yeah, that'd be great. I wouldn't have to work out on top of everything then."
"Come back around this afternoon and you can get started. Twenty dollars an hour is best I can doâand then only if you chop steady. But I can throw in all the beer you can drink while you're doin' it and these groceries can go to seal the deal too. OK with you?"
"Yeah, yeah, that would be great."