I have always been an exhibitionist.
As far back as I can remember I have always hated wearing clothing and always enjoyed being naked. Once I got my own place I wouldn't hesitate to walk around the house constantly without a stitch of clothing. I realized that I found it quite thrilling that someone might catch me in this state of undress and take advantage of me, which only made me want to do it more.
To add to this addiction to be nude all the time I also had an ever increasing desire to explore sex with another man, specifically my next door neighbor Paul. Paul was a soft spoken individual and I was all but certain that he was gay. He is quite an attractive man and has a very lean build. I could just imagine the two of us taking care of each other's needs but I just couldn't seem to build any sort of relationship with him. It just seemed like a dead-end so I decided to let it go for now.
Like a typical addict I had to push myself more and more to get that thrill. As time went by just being naked in the house wasn't enough so I started to venture outdoors. At first I would go out to my shed wearing just shorts and a t-shirt and once inside I would remove both, walking around stroking myself until I came. Soon that wasn't enough either so I started leaving the shed door open while I paraded around all the while hoping to get caught.
I knew that I couldn't just walk around the yard naked during the day even with the stockade fence around the back yard. But I figured I could probably get away with it late at night when everyone else was asleep. The very first night I made sure that none of my motion lights would come on and I stepped out the back door completely nude. Closing the door behind me I felt very nervous and excited at the same time.
While standing at the back door stark naked I had a whole conversation with myself as to why I should and shouldn't be doing this. Finally I decided to take the plunge and walked up the steps into the back yard and just stood there feeling every little wisp of air and hearing every little sound. After what was only about thirty seconds I started getting quite nervous and shot back down the steps sure that I had heard someone.
That evening lying in bed still charged from the adrenalin, I decided that I definitely had to do that again. The next afternoon I walked around the back yard (clothed) to look for safe areas where I was sure no one could see me. I figured if I got nervous again that I could move to one of those areas and feel safe. I even decided to leave a t-shirt and shorts in the shed for emergencies. And so began my regular use of the back yard at night to relieve my exhibitionist fantasies.