Wetzel, a popular friend of mine and me had just turned eighteen; he in October and me in December.
I had, had the adolescent exploration, experimental gay attraction encounters when I was in school but, I was never! in lust with anyone like I was with Wetzel.
Wetzel was a comedian, very energetic and one hell of a looker. He had honey brown hair that he kept so clean that you could count every gleaming strand. His facial features were smooth and delicate and very! attractive---he had that innocent little boy look that I loved so much. He always smelled great like, he just got out of the shower. And he had a ass that was unbelievable!
Now, don't get me wrong I had girlfriends; as a matter of fact I had all I could handle and we fucked on a regular basis---I loved pussy and I liked head from girls even more. I always picked the extremely attractive, petite girls; I loved that little ass and little titts---I loved that feeling that I was their protector because they were small and they looked up to me. I liked eating their wet, wild, young pussies.
Be that as it may, when I first met Wetzel, he in no way knew I was attracted to him sexually; at least that's what I thought---no one else ever thought I was gay, I'd kick their ass and they knew it because, in school I'd fight at the drop of a hat and I'd supply the hat.
Wetzel on the other hand, let people scare him. When a bully in school would pick on him, he would avoid that person at all cost. When I would ask him about it---he was so scared I just wanted to hold him. I had never met any one like him and I don't to this day know why but, when he was scared like that----it gave me a raging hard on.
We never talked about it but, now that I look back on it maybe he was offering me a trade off in a way------you take care of me and make sure I don't get hurt and I'll take care of your needs, this is how it started with Wetzel and me.
Although, I didn't realize it then it wasn't long after I took up for him the first time he started letting me know "what the deal was." One day I skipped school and a guy that was in another class than ours started some shit with Wetzel because he said, he looked so feminine; the next day when I came back Wetzel was setting where we always did looking like a lost puppy.
"Hey, what's wrong Wetzel," I ask. as soon as I was seated beside him, he was about to cry. "Has someone been fucking with you," I ask, shaking I was so pissed. Wetzel still didn't answer, just hung his head like he was ashamed.
That's when I noticed a few people that sat around us staring; I looked around the room like what the fuck? When, finally another of our friends Joe spoke up and told me what was going on and he wasn't to happy to do so because no one! liked it when I got mad----I'd go nuts and they all new it.
"One of them guys from Evendale was picking on him when you weren't here yesterday," Joe informed me.
I winked at Joe and said, "Thanks man---thanks for telling me." When, I looked back at Wetzel he was still looking scared and dejected. "That's cool, that's cool----THAT'S FUCKIN' COOL---he's fuckin' dead!" I yelled, and still setting in my seat I kicked three chairs and a table, at one time----twelve feet into the blackboard at the front of the room----no one looked at me---they were use to me fighting someone everyday and they knew Wetzel was my friend.
This is where it gets weird, try to follow me here okay? I knew that whoever had done this was already going to get there ass kicked in but, I also thought because I got mad, that Wetzel would be even more scared than he was which subconsciously that's probably what I was trying to do--which was fine with me because I knew no one was going to hurt him as long as I was around, not even me but, that was just the thing that gave me a hard on----and I liked! having a hard on, especially around Wetzel.
When I was done ranting and raving, I looked over at Wetzel to see his reaction; more like to see if he understood that whoever did this to him, was just as good as finished. I thought he'd be shaking in his seat. Quite the contrary, he looked relieved, smiling almost, happy it seemed. And no matter how much I loved it when he was scared or needed my protection, I was glad to see he was ok.
For the first, time and almost immediately after I let him know he had nothing to worry about, that he was ok----he placed his hand on my inner thigh, his palm touching my cock and balls and squeezing gently, looked at me licking his tender lips and went "mmmmmuh!"