For years I had sought cock in adult bookstores. Whenever I was on the road, the first thing I would do when I checked into my motel was grab the yellow pages and look for an adult bookstore in that town. I was not interested in meeting guys outside of a bookstore, anonymous cock coming through a hole in the wall, a pair of lips and tongue or a finger beckoning me to stick my cock into the hole and the bliss of having my cocked sucked by some stranger was all I needed.
These were the days before the internet took off and back when there were more adult bookstores and almost every town I stayed had one or more and it was great, but like all good things those times were coming to an end for me. A job that didn't require travel as much, marriage and the closing a many adult bookstores lead to a great reduction in cock for me. I had pretty much resigned myself that this was to be my life from there on out.
I loved my wife, the sex was great, but deep down, every now and then, I still craved cock but it was out of reach as I was not willing to risk my home life and a possible divorce, just so I could suck a cock. Around this time the internet was starting to come into its own and I discovered gay hook up sites. It was great to see so many guys, married and single, bi and gay out there craving cock too. It wasn't the anonymity that I wanted though so I had to be content with reading the ads of guys seeking what I wanted, but was not willing to answer.
After a few years of this, I finally broke down and put myself out there on the just to see if there was any interest in me. It wasn't until I got a digital camera and took a photo of myself, hard and shaved, that I started getting responses. I wasn't going to do anything, but it was fun to flirt with other guys, read the stories they posted, real or unreal and see all the photos all those great looking cocks. The more I read the more I was determined to find someone who was willing to risk what I was willing to risk. I needed to find someone married and who could host.
While surfing a site one night, I got a message that someone liked my cock and wanted to meet. I had seen many of these offers before. I would respond back that I could not host and that it would require a lot of planning on my part. He continued to try to get me to commit to meeting him and one day out of the blue, my wife came home from work and said she was being sent out of state for some training for a week and I realized that this was my chance. I notified the guy that I might be free the next Tuesday and waited for a response. A day later, it came and he asked me to let him know for sure soon.