Editor's note: this story contains scenes of non-consentual or reluctant sex.
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Have you ever felt the tiny goosebumps along your skin before that eerie feeling comes over you? It's like a slow motion reaction. The goosebumps come, and you notice them. Then you feel the cold chill and for a moment, everything is quiet. It's like the calm before the storm...a moment in time that seems to last forever but, in reality, happens in seconds.
That's the exact feeling I had when leaving my friend Joe's house. We lived a few streets from one another, roughly a 20 minute walk. I had gone over there tonight to work on his car. Joe and I go way back. Hell, we even chose the same college to commute to after we graduated. We lived with our parents while we were taking classes. Our hope was to open a car shop one day, and we were both determined as hell to make it happen.
Normally I would have crashed at his place, but Joe's new girlfriend stopped over, and there's not much worse than feeling like the third wheel. As I cut down the alley to save myself some time, the goosebumps started. I felt like I was being watched. In the darkness, though, I couldn't see a damn thing.
The wind seemed to pick up and the fall leaves scattered around in mini tornadoes at my feet. I picked up my pace as the noises came to a stop. My ears were picking up on every little sound. I had taken this route dozens of times and never had this feeling before.
I pulled the hood of my sweatshirt over my head, and just as I was about to turn on the lit street ahead, a strong hand wrapped around my bicep. I was too frozen in shock to really scream, so a squeal was all that came out as I was turned around to face the large man holding onto me. He had to be at least 6'6", 300 pounds of solid muscle. His bald head shone in the moonlight, and I could see the harshness in his features.
"The hell you doing out here, pretty boy?"
It was all I could do not to whimper, and I just continued to stare up at the man with pure fear in my eyes.
When I didn't answer, he grabbed my arm tighter and shook me. "You fuckin' deaf, boy?"
"N-n-n-o sir. I just wasn't expecting to see anyone out here. That's all."
"Awe, did I scare you, pretty boy? Hmmm?" With that he let out a harsh laugh that had me flinching.
"I, ugh, better get going" I said as I tried to pull myself from his grasp. Unfortunately he only held on tighter and used one of his legs and placed it between mine. His knee pressed directly into my groin. "Please, I just want to go."
"I think I want you to stay for a little bit" he said with a menacing look.
What the hell was I supposed to do? Should I offer him my wallet? My phone? You always hear about how to handle these situations, but your brain tends to turn itself into mush when something like this is actually happening.
"I-I have money in my wallet, and a phone too. Here, I even have an Apple Watch. You can have them."
The man threw his head back and laughed and then pushed himself against me and grabbed my chin roughly with his other hand. "Oh, I want something alright. But it ain't your money or technology."
I was scared. The man clearly found some sick entertainment in killing people. Otherwise, what the hell could he possibly want. I tried to avert my eyes but the man just came nose to nose with me instead.
Slowly he licked his tongue over his bottom lip before smiling at me with a knowing gleam in his eyes.
"What do you want then? If you let me go I swear I won't tell anyone about this. Please, just let me go." I wasn't past begging for mercy at this point. All he did in return was laugh.
"Trust me, pretty boy. When I'm done with you, you're going to be begging me for mercy."
What the hell? I had no idea what that meant. Was he going to kill me? Torture me? Maybe he wouldβ
My thoughts came to a halt as I became aware of the hard object pressing into my abdomen. I swallowed roughly and blinked. I couldn't move my body or my face. I wanted to look down and see if he had a gun, but I was too afraid.
The man moved the hand from my chin and placed it on his crotch. From there I watched as he stroked up and down his length over his black pants. "How many?" He asked.
"W-what? How many?" It's not a gun? Jesus was that his fucking dick? It was a fucking monster.
"How many, pretty boy?"
"I'm sorry, but I don't understand" I replied as beads of sweat dripped down my forehead.
"Cocks. How many cocks have you had up that little ass?"
I gulped again and shook my head. Even though Joe and I had jerked off in front of one another watching porn, I had never, not once, touched his cock, and he had never touched mine.
"A virgin ass? Must be my lucky night."
I tried to turn and pull his hand from my bicep, but that only earned me a rougher grip. He started to move forward, stepping into me and causing me to stumble backwards until my back hit the brick wall behind me. Even if someone walked by the alley they wouldn't see us. There was a large dumpster to my left and a half wall on the other side. He had me perfectly hidden from view.
"I don't wantβ-please I'm notβ"
"Not what, pretty boy? Hmmmm?"
"Gay. I'm not gay."
"Are you sure about that?"
He used the hand by his groin to grab my right hand and place it on his erection.