"I wish you never wrote that damned story about me," Tom told me.
"You got me so hot and bothered, and now I can't keep my hands off of you."
I laughed at myself for getting tangled with a fan the second time, as Tom, a 56-year-old owner of a construction company, reached out to me
"A short, muscular guy wearing a toolbelt with a fat tool? Well, you described me properly," he said of one of my selections.
Tom caught himself on the site reviewing straight entries, but one evening tried a guy-on-guy article of which I authored, and became totally turned on.
"If any of that story is true, you need to come down to Fort Lauderdale," he said as he considered me a part of it.
"Will you come and see me?"
I was hesitant being he was so far, he never seen me, and he wasn't my kind of guy.
"Dude, you've got talent," he said to me. "I just want to see if any of that story is true."
He was to the point of even purchasing my flight.
"You can stay with me," he said. "I just wanna get my hands on that cock."
The five foot eight Boston native slash proud Irishman was a compact built, uncomplicated guy with one adult son, a boyfriend to a beautiful blonde from what he explained, that knew nothing of his pasttime.
"I love sucking cock," he stated vehemently as he discussed the root of it and how his "regular world" could know nothing of it.
"Elaine learns of this and she'll kill me."
I shook my head as I came across another closet case that was dead set on getting to me. I asked him to give me time as I had to be sure he wasn't some wacko, and in turn our friendship began. In lieu of me hopping a flight immediately to meet, I made a point of taking story "special requests," trying to tide him over until we met in person.
"Dude, I jack off twice, sometimes three times a day reading your stuff," he told me. "Come down here!"
"So you fantasize about me fucking you, then you turning around and fucking your girl," I asked.
"We don't have to fantasize. We can really make it happen," he told me in response as he'd had enough. "I haven't so much as sucked another cock, let alone gotten fucked. Hell, I'm a virgin in that regards."
Six months after we first talked I was at his guest house at his estate, sitting in an office chair while he was under the desk, blowing me. He told me I could relax in paradise and be of peace, but couldn't keep his hands, or mouth off of me as I tried to concentrate.
"I need to finish this story," I told him.
"I need you to fuck me," he said, and this would change the game dramatically between us.
"You say those words so gingerly," I told him as he stroked me. "You sure?"