The biggest dick I've ever seen. II
After Brett left the afternoon I gave him a blow job, I didn't think I'd ever hear from him again. But surprisingly a few days later he sent me a text reading he'd like to meet up again. I was overly joyed, almost feeling as giddy as a puppy. Through text, we agreed to meet about a week and a half later on Saturday night at the same bar for some drinks and to shoot some pool.
I couldn't wait! I couldn't stop thinking about him. And not so much him, but that massive cock. I didn't know why I was so infatuated, but there were many nights I went to bed with the intentions of going right to sleep, only to re-live sucking him off, getting hard and stroking myself off. I even went to the porn store and bought a fairly large sized dildo and practiced with it, hoping I could get him inside me, knowing it was never going to happen. But at least, living out a fantasy in my head.
That Saturday night I was running around my house trying to figure out what to wear. I wanted the night to be perfect. Like a newbie on their first date, I tried on a multitude of clothing combinations, different underwear, different looks, trying to pinpoint what I thought looked best and what could easily come off, if the night went as I had planned.
I met Brett at the bar at 7:30 P.M. I was so nervous that I couldn't stop talking. But my over chatty, nervous personality made him smile and laugh. As the evening wore on and my anxiety and nervousness drifted away, we had a great time. I caught him starring at my ass one time, when I was bent over the pool table taking a shot and I thought to myself, I wish you could stick that thing into me. I really liked it when Char would fuck me, but Brett's dick was twice the size of Char's and so much thicker that I knew it wasn't going to happen. Whatever was going to go on with Brett and I would be oral only. And to be honest. I was okay with that.
Since my first experiences, I actually liked sucking dick. I didn't find it "gay or faggy", I enjoyed feeling someone hard cock sliding in and out of my mouth, pleasing them and making them cum. So, if my destiny (for now) was to suck Brett off on occasion, then I was sucking him off.
Although, throughout the night I did wonder what it would be like to be inside him. Or if he had been my first gay experience. Or if Char was hung as big as he was? Would I have gone back to women; or would I have only dated "hung" men? These were curious questions; that I didn't have the answers to. But I was enjoying the fact that I was out and open with myself on who I was, and I was ready to be with a man, even if it was only for oral sex.
It was time to leave!
It was just about 9:30 P.M. when I felt the urge to head home. Even though we hadn't been there long, just long enough to have a few beers, catch a light buzz, play a few games of pool, enjoy each other's company, my thoughts were elsewhere. I wasn't concerned with bar, the beer, pool, or the background music. All my thoughts were of him and that dick. Period.
I wanted that cock and I wanted it now.
Brett followed me home and we parked in front of my house, we walked up the walkway and inside, when those butterflies started again. I knew what was coming and I wanted it, but I got nervous and blurted out, "Hey. You want a beer?"
"Sure." He replied as I dashed into the kitchen.
I grabbed a few beers from the fridge, opened them and met Brett in my front room. We clinked our bottles together as we sipped our first sip inside my place. How do I approach this ran through my mind? Do I kiss him? Do I just sit down on the couch and pull him toward me and start unbuttoning his pants? Do I guide him to my bedroom and lay him down on the bed and just start seducing him? Do I "head to the bathroom" and come out naked -- trying to pull of the naked man?
I didn't know what to do. I knew why he was here! We knew why we were here! But I have never had such an arrangement for just oral sex on a Friends With Benefits agreement before.
I sat down on the couch after a few more sips of beer I placed mine on top of the coffee table. Brett set his beer down and stepped in closer to me.
"I have been thinking about you a lot since our last time together." Sprang from my mouth.
"Yah. What have you been thinking about?" He asked.
I had no choice but to be honest and open and boldly replied, "Seeing that big dick of yours again. Playing with it, sucking on it. Making you cum."