(Authors Note: This is the 13th installment in the Brownstone series. In reading order they are: Michael Ch01,02 Charles Ch01,02,03 Michael Ch03,04,05. Scott Ch01,02,03,04)
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A week later my phone rang at an abnormally early hour, but knowing Bud never kept to the same schedule I answered it without bothering to check the caller id. On the other end was a man shouting my name.
"Scott....Scott..." He yelled with a thick accent. "Dis is a Renaldo." He yelled.
"Hello Renaldo" I couldn't help but laugh at hearing his voice. In that moment I realized how much I missed this crazy man.
"You come to a shop today at a, 4 o'clock a"
"I do?" I asked, shaking my head that I was speaking like him suddenly.
"You a be d-here" and with that he hung the phone up.
I couldn't imagine why Renaldo wanted to see me. Of course my mind went directly to Michael, but Michael had promised both Bud and me that he would keep his distance for as long as I needed. I knew Michael was in New York, which only served to make me more anxious, he and Bud were at Michael's office reviewing the interim reports I had compiled. Michael had flown in early and was schedule to fly out when the meeting was over either late in the afternoon or early evening.
Walking up to Renaldo's was bittersweet. I felt so close to Michael when we were here and it was also here that I was finally able to shed my inhibitions and accept everything that was happening to me.
Renny ran into my arms when I walked into the shop kissing me on both cheeks. He guided me to the chair and began playing with my hair. "Mr. Michael was a here dis a morning." He told me, but stopped before saying any more.
"Renny?"
"He told me that you two are still having problems." My eyes opened wide, Renny was speaking perfect English, even with a twinge of a Brooklyn accent. I looked at him questioningly. He just shrugged and gave me a winked smile. "The accent is just part of the act. It makes people laugh. It started as a joke, and for some reason it makes people happy when I talk like that."
I couldn't help but burst out laughing, it just seemed that no matter which way I turned in life nothing was what it appeared to be.
"This is serious Scott, you have to fix this." He released his fingers that had been massaging my scalp so expertly and started pacing around the room.
"Did Michael put you have to this?"
"Oh lordy no! He doesn't even know that I took your number from his phone. He came in here at 7 this morning for a haircut. I'm really worried about him Scott. He doesn't look well, he's so tired, he's lost weight... and I could see the strain in his face. Tears welled up in his eyes when he talked about you. He misses you so very much."
"I know Renny, and I miss him too."
"There's something I need to tell you. The only problem is that in my mind it was so much clearer and it seemed easier for me to say to you...but now that you are here I have to ask myself if my sticking my nose into your business is the correct thing to do. But I'm a budinski. I always have to fix things." He stopped pacing and asked me to sit with him in the little lounging area. Before he sat he poured us both a glass of wine.
"So I will ask you. Do you want me to tell you what I know?"
I contemplated Renny's words and finally turned to him. "Renny it's been over eighteen days since I've seen Michael. I have gone through every emotion at least a dozen times. One second I want him so badly I find myself shaking with fear that I'll never see him again. But the next moment I think about what he did to me, how he violated my rights on such a personal level and it makes me so fucking angry. Its like how can I ever trust him again -- and you and I both know that you can't have a relationship with trust." I stopped for a minute to gather my random thoughts together.
"I called Michael the other night. I had to hear his voice. We were on the phone for over an hour. There were times that it felt so comfortable talking with him, like nothing had happened, but in the end he asked me to forgive him and it all came to a screeching halt...I couldn't do it...I can't find that little place in my heart to say 'I do forgive you Michael'. Now here you are, wanting to help us and all I can think is, yes, I should listen to you. Maybe you can shed a different light on this whole mess. Maybe you can help me say those words."
"Oh Scott, I do want to help you...and I want to help Michael too. The two of you belong together." He hugged me to him and held me there for a long moment. "Before I tell you what I know there are a couple of things I want to say.
"Let me start by saying I'm a well adjusted gay man that has been gay since the day I was born. I was always the happy one, the gay one!" His voice arched a couple octaves higher to demonstrate his point. "I graduated college with a degree in sociology, but back forty years ago it was difficult for an openly flaming gay man like myself to get straight vanilla jobs. So I figured if I was going to be wearing the label then I will do something that exemplified it and excel at it, so I went to beauty school to become the best fucking gay hairdresser there ever was. I was going to put the Vidal Sassoons of the world to shame. That of course lasted about five minutes.
"Then I met Mr. Charles and he offered me the job to be the exclusive hairdresser for the brownstone. He gave me the seed money to open this shop. Not only do I have the pleasure of taking care of the members, who pay handsomely for my services but I get to go to the brownstone two or three times a week and service the people that live there as well. It's such a great life. I get to be around all these gorgeous men, who don't wear clothes and because I don't charge for my services when I go to the brownstone I am paid in gratuitous sex with the submissives of my choosing. Its absolute paradise over there, what more could I ask!" He said taking a moment to laugh lightly before getting serious again.
"So these men trust me, hell I guess they better, I am solely responsible for how they appear before their Masters. We love to trade stories, I talk about things that are happening in the outside world and they just LOVE to chitchat about everything that happens inside. There's nothing better in life than listening to those prissy little submissives gossiping -- they are all sooooo catty! I pretty much know most everything about everyone there. I know which submissives are the bitchiest and which ones everyone is jealous over. I know who's fucking who and who crosses the lines.