It wasn't until I was 27 years old that I had ever been fucked in the ass by another man. I'd given and received blow jobs, and done my share of jerking off with other guys, but I was totally naive and inexperienced about taking it up the ass. In fact, when I first started going to a local gay porno theater to be fascinated by the images on the screen, I actually thought the films of men getting pounded by other guys were created by trick photography. I just knew that cocks as big as those on the porno stars could not possibly fit into something as small and tight as an asshole.
I'll admit the first time a hard dripping cock broke into my ass it was the most painful thing I had ever experienced. But, just as the guy behind the cock kept telling me, within a couple minutes the pain evaporated into the most pleasurable feeling of my life. Far from being the "sissy" activity we all have been taunted about; taking a big, throbbing, hot cock up the ass is an incredibly masculine experience. From that first time I was hooked and I have certainly had my share of manmeat in my hole.
I do think most gay men, whether they will admit it or not, tend to be "size queens" on occasion - or even all the time. I had always been concerned about my own size until I really started experimenting with men. I never got any complaints. In fact, almost every man I ever had sex with came back for seconds - whether I wanted him to or not. It gave me a lot of confidence socially and sexually with other men.
I'd heard rumors about this guy Gary for quite a while. Guys from the gym had seen him in the locker room and shower. Some guys from the neighborhood gay bar had even gone home with him. Word got around that his cock was so big it was impossible to give him head. Most guys wouldn't even consider letting him try to fuck them because his monster cock could rip them in two. Most often, the men he went home with had to fuck Gary or just jerk him off. Just thinking about it made my butthole wet.
Gary was about 6' 3" with black hair and eyes so dark they almost looked black, too. His hair was medium length, but some of it always was falling down across his forehead. An actor, he tended to dress in his standard drag of faded jeans, a white T-shirt and black leather jacket.
On one typical Saturday night some friends and I went to our usual gay hangout. Standing alone at the bar was Gary, looking kind of like a big "lucky dog" trying to make people think he was a tough guy. He glanced across the room, raised his drink to me and smiled. Little did he know that the friend I was standing with was telling me about going home with him at that precise moment. Tim went on and on about how BIG his cock was and the most amazing thing was it actually got as hard as steel. He commented on how most guys would pass out from that much blood leaving their brain to pump up another body part. It was then that I took Gary's cock as a personal challenge. I wanted that thing in my ass! I raised my glass to Gary and smiled back.
As the evening went on my friends got bored with the bar and wanted to move on. I wanted to stay - and take on my challenge - but I didn't want my friends to know I planned to hit on Gary. He watched as my friends and I left. I winked at him and walked out the door. When we got to the parking lot everyone agreed to meet at another bar. Except me. I lied, saying I had an early morning appointment and had better head home. As soon as my friends' cars left the parking lot I headed back into the bar.