Disclaimer: Fiction
That very morning I woke up feeling more alive and excited than I had felt for years. It was finally the weekend!
Through the course of my marriage, the weekends went from being this great relief from work, a 2-day long "me time" that I could spend doing anything I wanted including either beating off or fucking my wife to becoming something to feel depressed and gloomy about. While I had a certain freedom to be myself at work, during the weekends I belonged to my wife and we usually ended up doing boring things she liked to do like going to restaurants and endless number of museums to just sitting at home watching TV all day. I felt like a prisoner and would be thrilled if she left the house for some quick errands so that I could pull out some porn and enjoy jerking off. Sex with her became a chore and I would literally start numbering the "humps" during sex to make sure it was a satisfactory amount so I could be done with it and do something I wasn't actually forced to do.
Maybe the problem was me. Looking back I stopped caring about her sexual wants and needs.. I stopped caring if she had orgasms.. I just went through the motions. Maybe I'm too self-involved but for some reason jerking off felt better than sex with her. Sex was all about her while jerking off was all about me.
I shook off all those bumming thoughts and jumped in the shower. I was feeling particularly uninhibited that morning and thought about mixing things up a bit. I was thinking about letting one of the friends I occasionally hook up with, June, in on my little perverted secret and see if she would be interested in giving me a helping hand with it.
June was a different kind of girl. She was older than me, in her 30's, but she was extremely liberal with her body and sexually open minded. She was bi and one of her fetishes was getting off watching men have sex with each other. She had introduced me to one of my early bi experiences and it had stayed in the deepest most perverted crevices of my mind ever since.