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End of Chapter 14
"Dexter, my dear, you were right all along. Only as a free man can you give yourself to me. I no longer want you as my slave. I want you to be my lover and my life partner. I am going into the spare bedroom to sleep. I do not wish to cloud your mind by being here with you. When I wake in the morning, I hope you will be here. If not - I will understand."
Chapter 15
The early morning sun streamed in the window falling on Yethro's face awakening him. Rubbing the sleep from his eyes, he swung his feet off the bed and ran barefooted into the big bedroom. His heart sank as he spied an open closet and a few of the dresser drawers whose contents were thrown on the bed. It was so unlike Dexter to leave things in such a mess. Some, but not all, of Dexter's clothing was missing. Then he spotted a note placed on one of the pillows. Fearing the worst, he reached out and with shaking fingers, picked it up and started to read.
"Dear Yethro,
As I write this, my mind is so clogged and befuddled that I cannot think clearly. To paraphrase Shakespeare: Should I stay - should I run, that is the question? I was awake all night trying to decide what I should do. Early this morning I came to realize that I have to get out of here and leave town in order to clear my mind. I need time by myself. At first it may appear that I am running away from you. However, this is not the case. You see, these past few months have been imprinted on my mind and I have developed deep feelings - not only for you, but also for the people in this town as well as our life together. The last few months have been the happiest I have had since I came here. And in truth I have come to love you. If I did not have these wonderful memories of our life together and the deep feelings that I have for you, this would be very easy. But I do care and might even have been happy to spend the rest of my life being your slave with no hope of personal freedom. But you have set me free and the decision is now mine to make. Therefore, I know that this decision, once made, will be a lifetime commitment and I hope you will understand if I take some time alone to think about it. At first, I was thinking about running up to the lake, but that would not have given me the type of solitude I need. Besides, you might follow me there and that would just muddle me up again. No, I need a complete separation for a while. In any event, I'm sure that I will be able to let you know one way or the other within a week or so.
Thank you for all you did for me and I will remember your kindness and...your love.
Always,
Dex....."
Well, thought the Judge, at least he did not say goodbye. He did say he had deep feelings for me. Perhaps there is a chance that he will return. Damn it, I should never have given him his freedom, but I had to take the chance. If we are to have any sort of life together I must be able to trust him. I want him to be my life's partner. If it is to be a full and trusting partnership, he will have to convert to Islam of his own free will and accept it as our way of life. I know this will take time and I will have to give him that time. In any event, it is too late now to do anything about it. Damn it, I know what I did was right, but it still hurts. Now, I will just have to wait and see what happens.
What had happened was that Dexter packed a few things and took a taxi to the border and, after taking the ferry, was at last on "Free Land". There, he took a bus to the nearest big city where he checked into a motel and got his first night's sleep as a free man in well over a year. The next morning, he took a taxi to a downtown office building where he rode the elevator up a few floors, got off and then walked down the stairway two floors. After feeling assured that he was not being followed, he entered the office of the regional Director of the Federal Homeland Security Agency.
"Can I help you, Sir?" asked the slim, dark haired receptionist.
"I hope you can. I would like to see the Director, please," Dexter said.
"I'm sorry, but he is in a conference and very busy right now," the receptionist replied in a manner that irritated Dexter. "Besides the Director does not meet anyone without an appointment. Will someone else be able to help you, perhaps his assistant?"