Iām one of those guys who tried to be really masculine at first, at least until I admitted to myself that I really wasnāt. In some way, it was a relief to stop fighting my false narrative and accept reality. I knew I could never be manly like the guys I admired. I stopped lifting weights because I could never put on much muscle, and I naturally shifted my interest to formal dance. At only 5ā 6ā, and super thin, I finally recognized I would never be real masculine no matter what I did. Not only that, but I had almost no body hair except some pubes, and I had such glowing white and smooth skin just like you see on beautiful young women.
On the other hand, I was athletic, flexible, cute, and creative. All those traits made me excel at dance. I stopped worrying about putting on muscle and focused on developing the best form and body composition I could achieve. I went to the head of my class and was selected for many parts in dance-focused plays. My dance classmates were for the most part either women or they were somewhat effeminate guys. That didnāt bother me but I pretty much avoided socializing too much with the guys. I did attend various after-performance parties and other social events with the whole group.
Several of the girls made advances or showed interest in me, but I didnāt reciprocate and focused on being the very best dancer in the class. I could tell some of the guys were in relationships with each other, and I didnāt have a strong opinion about that one way or another. Several guys hit on me but I wasnāt interested, although it was nice to know they were so attracted to me. I was most friendly with the twin sisters in the class, and we became fairly close.
Our dance studio was in a two-story building in one of the large wood-floored rooms that contained lots of stretching bars and some rubber floor mats. There is even a rack of lightweight dumbbells ranging from 1 to 5 pounds. Next to the dance studio was another room, not as large and maybe half the size. It had been unused and empty until I saw a notice taped to the door. Out of curiosity, I walked over to read what it saidā¦
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-NEW BUSINESS ABOUT TO OPEN
-PERSONAL WEIGHT TRAINING COACH
-AFFORDABLE RATES
-THE BEST EQUIPMENT
-GET YOUR BODY IN SHAPE
-BE HEALTHY
-LOSE WEIGHT
-GAIN STRENGTH
-BODYBUILDING EXPERTISE
For more information go to:
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Maximus,
Proprietor and Personal Trainer
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That was sure interesting. I first worried there would be a noisy gym crowd, but then realized it was actually just one-on-one training sessions. That certainly didnāt seem like a problem for our dance studio. I looked inside the window and saw lots of very big weights and other equipment stacked all around the floor. There were also large mirrors being installed. It was obvious everything still needed to be set up and organized. Because it was nightfall, I couldnāt make out everything in the dim light. Then, I heard my instructor call to meā¦
āDevin, weāre about to start rehearsing. Please come, itās getting late.ā
I quickly turned and headed back to my class. The class proceeded as normal but I found myself wondering what Maximus would be like. As I thought about it I started thinking that he must be really big and muscular. Interestingly, the class seemed to be over before I knew it. I guess that my daydreaming distracted me. It was actually one of the more rigorous classes and I even broke out in a significant sweat. I wore my normal tights, a low-cut top with thin fabric, and ballet-type shoes. I know itās pretty gay, but thatās the sort of thing all the male dancers wore.
After class, a few of us, including the twin sisters, talked as we cooled down from our dance workout. Eventually, everyone left but I stayed behind to stretch. My instructor asked me to make sure that I locked up. As I stretched I heard footsteps and looking up I saw an extremely large figure through the window, lumbering towards the new gym. I was ready to leave anyway and decided to see who it was. After locking the door I cautiously walked over to the gym.
As I got to the door I could see that the lights were on inside and someone was organizing the equipment. It was a giant guy in baggy grey sweatpants and a sweater. He was the biggest guy Iād ever seen and looked like a solid slab of big muscle was packed in under his baggy sweats. He looked at least 6ā 2ā and his thickness and density were incredible. I noticed he lifted up super heavy dumbbell weights that had markings to identify how heavy they were. I could make out several that said 200 pounds! I kept watching and became more and more intrigued by his powerful strength and size.
At that point, the giant man noticed me and came to the door, opened it, and introduced himselfā¦
āHi there, Iām Maximus, the owner of this new gym.ā
He dwarfed me and seemed bigger than the door opening, almost blocking out all light emanating from the room. I first stepped back in a little disbelief and shock at his size. I quickly noted that his face was handsome and rugged but with a soft and kind element to it. He reached out his massive hand and I hesitantly shook it. My little hand disappeared in his incredibly big and muscular grip. Luckily, his grip was gentile knowing he would crush me if he wasnāt careful, and I finally repliedā¦
āHi, I'm Devin. Pleased to meet you.ā
āDevin, why donāt to come in, Iāll show you the gym Iām setting up.ā