Prologue - The Chase
The black evil crows carefully clawed onto the cables, and barked their annoyance at me. Even the dark, hideous silver-linings behind the clouds looked petulant as I choked on the thought of Nate putting those uncomfortable handcuffs around my injured wrists. I was running for my life. Better yet, I was sprinting away from a crime scene. The stiff body was stabbed exactly 12 times, in the same fashion as the recent murders; 4 times in the heart, and 8 times in the stomach. And of course, the cops would have to arrive when I opened the stuffed closet to find the body dropping out... and then triggering a grenade hidden quietly in the cold hand of the dead man.
The explosion almost left me to eternal sleep, but I somehow managed to escape as the house collapsed on itself when the other bombs activated as well.
Now I was on the streets, hiding in the shadows with my scarf covering my bloodied face. The iron-rich stench was making me sick, and when one of the cops behind suddenly yelled to stop me, I just sprinted without a second thought. Then, without any hesitation, the cops fired at me. Soon, the sirens were alarmed, and their chase began.
My spiked-up hair was soaking wet from the situation, and itching dust stuck sticky on my forehead. Only if Nate was here to clean me up.
"Oh Nate," I wondered, "what if I do die at your hands? Wouldn't that be romantic enough for us to start a new life together?"
I hurried into an ominous wall of fog that hindered a small alley. Perhaps I could jump a fence or something to get away from all this. Perhaps there is a door that will lead me into one of the side buildings. Perhaps there's...
Shit. A 20-foot-tall cement wall. No side doors. No escape.
"Where is he?!" The voice sounds familiar. It was Nate's boss.
"I don't know, sir!"
"Sir," a third officer appeared, "some folks saw a suspicious man running to the market."
"Then go! Go, go, go! We can't let him escape this time!"
For the first time since the run, I have never been so relieved to know that I am alone now. I pushed my back up against the rough wall, slowing down my heart rate, catching my breath. I could barely see a foot in front of me with the cold haze surrounding me, but the chilly air was all I have to put some distance between Nate and myself.
"Why does it have to always end this way? Why am I always the bad guy? Yes, yes, I was part of an organization that I didn't want to be part of in the first place, but that doesn't make me a bad guy, does it?"
I gently brushed my fingers against the bumpy, jagged cement wall behind me; wearing a pair of fingerless gloves made the tips of my hands even more sensitive to the texture. How strangely did the feel remind me of the strong, warm arms of my lover, and how untimely did the feel remind me of his gentle caress of my hair. And how satisfying did...
I accidentally closed my eyes with all those wonderful memories, when out of the fog, a pair of strong, warm arms reached and gripped my injured shoulder.
"He found me, and I'm about to die in his arms."
He pulled me into his aggressive embrace, only to shove me against the wooden panel that was leaning against the adjacent wall. My cap that hid my eyes was even knocked off in the process, but my scarf still shielded me from revealing my entire face. But it does not even matter at all. Nate could tell, without a doubt, that it's me just by looking into my deep light-brown eyes.
Nate's cologne, the one that I bought for him... I could smell it through my scarf. Then it finally registered. Nate still loves me. Nate still cherished the memories we had together. But underneath my disguise, Nate knew that I was secretly grinning to the thought. And he shoved me up the wooden panel again, but he gave me some painful splinters this time and I swallowed the agonizing sensation silently.
There was just a silent hum in the background now from the generator across from us now. If this isn't about chasing me down, it would have been pretty hot to just be standing there, your love's nose only an inch away from yours, his tough, broad-shouldered body slightly humping you, and his prick... It's poking my inner thigh, craving for my attention.
I broke the silence.
"Want to know the truth?" The scarf muffled my voice.
Nate's soul-piercing eyes began to collect water.
"What to know the truth?" I repeated myself, only in a mocking tone this time.
He shoved me up the panel again. Fuck, those splinters.
"Tell me then." His husky voice made me swallow hard.
"I'm not the person you think I am," I bullshitted.
The sudden flashes of shadows on the great wall of fog annoyed me more than it scared me. Nate and I heard his boss yelling to the rookies on the other side. His boss probably has a shotgun in his hand, ready to blow me to pieces.
"Where is Captain Young? Where is fuckin' Nate?!"
"Let me call him, sir."
Although it was just for a split second that Nate and I made our final eye contact, he knew he had to trust me on this one. He abruptly pressed his lips hard on mine, and I moaned, gently bit his lower lip before he rushed out of the fog.
"No sign of anyone in there," Nate announced, "we should go back to the scene to see if the suspect left any evidence."
I waited, and waited until all I heard were heavy footsteps echoing in my mind. It's safe now, temporarily.
Nate... Nate, you have to trust me on this one.
Chapter 1.1 - The Arson
The police department was very organized and structured, and it had a particular citrus smell to it. It must have been the leftover orange chicken left on one of the desks.
The moment I stepped into the working hall, everyone seemed to have stopped whatever that they were working on and sneaked a peek at me. I guess I do exert a murderous atmosphere wherever I go, and since it was, afterall a cop den, everyone was extra sensitive to this, well, me.
"Dr. Chang, you seem to capture my co-workers' attention," Officer Andrews noted.
"Call me Tim, please. And well, I do look new, and I don't mind being the center of attention if this is what it takes to have things done."
Officer Andrews chuckled at the idea.
"I'm sure captain wouldn't mind having you here then."
"Excuse me?" I was caught off guard by the comment.