A few months ago I was home alone one night when the doorbell rang. It was my partner's eldest son Tim. He had a large overnight bag in his hand and, by the look on his face, was obviously not feeling great.
"Hi Tim, what a surprise" I said, "come on in."
Minutes later we had sat down and started chatting over a cup of coffee. Nervously he began to tell me that he had just told his mother he was gay and she had thrown him out. I was surprised, I had never thought for a minute of Tim having the same tendencies as his father.
"Have you been experimenting with other guys?" I asked him.
"No" replied Tim, "I've been out with girls and had sex with them but don't get very stiff unless I think about men."
"Well, you're more than welcome to stay with your Dad and I for as long as you like," I responded.
"That would be great, I really need some time to sort myself out," Tim said.
I showed Tim to his room and left him to unpack while I went about other things.
His Dad and I had been living together for a couple of years. Like me, he had also been married for a long time before realising there was nothing like sucking on a stiff cock or having one shoved right up his bum. He was a nervous type of man and I had the more dominant role in the relationship.
Over the next week or two Tim started to relax and feel more at home with his Dad and I. It was on a weekend when his Dad was away on business that it finally happened. I heard Tim get out of the shower and go into his bedroom. I needed to have a shower myself so walked down the passageway to the bathroom which was just opposite his room. There was Tim naked standing in front of the mirror playing with himself. Immediately, I started to feel my own cock becoming erect and strain against my pants.
My mind was racing with thoughts and possibilities and knew that I would be his first. I remember the first time a man touched me, he was a much older man and, knowing it was my first time, was very caring and attentive.
To feel your cock and balls being stroked by another man that first time is one of the most erotic and stimulating experiences you can have. I remember that first time well. He slowly undid my pants, let them drop to the floor and then slid my undies down my legs where they also dropped down to he floor. When he touched me it was electric. Gently he picked up my cock stroking and caressing it. Almost instantly, it became rigid with the head starting to leak pre cum.
It was at that moment I realised what I should have been doing all along. It felt so manly, so masculine. I knew that the rest of my life would consist of letting other men play with my cock and the more the better. I yearned to feel his hard cock violate my bottom and thrust hard so that I would feel his hairy balls hard against me. I didn't last long that first time. When he reached behind me and started fingering my anus it became too much and I spurted out my cum all over his hand and arm. I can still feel the intense relief and pleasure, finally knowing my true place.
I stood looking through Tim's doorway and my mind was in conflict. I so desperately wanted to be Tim's first but what about his Dad? How would he feel if he found out? In the end I decided to let nature takes its course and walked in.
Tim looked around as though he was expecting me.