Hello friends, I was 20. It was in the summer after my senior year of high school.
I had come out in December before, at which point the two football jocks.
I was getting fucked by stopping everything. It was not a fun six months leading up to graduation.
The graduation party, a whole other story, but I digress. I worked at a store next to a movie theater... everyone that worked there would come over and get snacks.
I started letting them get stuff for free and they started letting me into the theater for free.
I ended up blowing the usher (Ben) in the back of the theater during a 930 show. After that there was this other guy I recognized from school (he was a year behind me) Shaun, who used to lock eyes with me whenever he was in the store or when I was in the theater and he'd say "You owe me." It got kinda creepy because that was all he'd say.
One night in July Shaun came in as I was closing with the guy I'd sucked off and again "You owe me."
I just looked at him and said "OMG owe you what?"
He didn't answer and just went to leave... eyes locked on mine. I stepped from behind the counter and got in his space... "Either tell me what you want or stop saying that."
He didn't, but dropped his eyes. I gave him a beat to answer then said "do you want a blow job like Ben over there did" and I nodded at Ben... and instantly regretted saying that because the blood drained from poor Ben's face.
I was instantly guilty. Then Shaun looked at Ben, smiled and said "about time you asked" (turned out he'd seen me with Ben but I didn't find that out until later).