It's September right after Labor Day. My dad has brought me to this 4-story brick building that will be housing for many Ohio State freshmen. We sat face to face in my room chatting for probably one last time until semester break. Within a few minutes he will be heading home to Mentor by the lake. He and mom can always follow my life on Facebook.
An athletic person, I had played hockey since age 7 and started lifting weights at home in the basement when I turned 17. I grew up a sociable person who hung out with a bunch of guy friends and dated three girls.
The relationships with Jane, Callie and Anne had all been short-lived. Never truly happy in them, I made my excuses to get out of them. The secret fantasy that I'm having sex with a guy and giving him a blow job never seemed to go away.
Fred Lawton, a fellow Architecture student, had mentioned over lunch that he knew of a gay fraternity called Delta Lambda Phi. The lanky 5 10 redhead had apparently sensed that I am very much attracted to guys. That is a surprising insight because I had not yet come out. Did the looks I gave boys reveal anything?
I spent the next few weeks hanging out with guys from the frat and getting to know about the Greek life. Ron, Mark, James, Paul and Salvatore were becoming good friends as well as enjoyable company. I had also met many of the other guys.
Anyway after classes on a Friday found me in the common room at the frat house. We had been chatting for a few minutes when Zach informed me that it's time for my initiation.
Cool, I got accepted. This is so cool.
Zach Lawson is gorgeous for sure. Though over 6' tall, he is not a beanpole. In fact, he's well toned, a body type that is sexy as all outdoors. He has black hair, brown eyes, a square face and a wide mouth.
"It's time that we initiate you into the frat. We like you."
"Cool," I replied, oblivious to their plans for me.
I knew only that I wanted to belong. Membership would give me a chance to start a relationship, now the one thing I wanted in life even more than a college degree. It's not that I didn't want my degree.
He brought me into a windowless room where I stood facing several frat dudes, all of whom are handsome.
"Initiation time," said Todd, a 5 7 blond with blue eyes with whom I had become well acquainted weeks ago.
"So what's next?"
"We need you to get naked completely and masturbate."
"You're joking, right?"
"We're not joking," said Mark.
The expression on their faces confirmed that they are not joking. It's not like I've never masturbated before, just not in front of anyone.
"Why are you bashful Steven?"
I didn't expect Ron's querie.