Just being with Badger was twofold. I know I have written endlessly about him and our wonderful times we both enjoyed in his allotment shed and since his passing I do miss him terribly. But he knew he was going and told me never to mourn him but just to remember him by the gloriously happy and joyful thrilling times we shared in our own private world.
And do you know? He never ever took me for granted, in truth sometimes I wish he had because like the times I felt I wanted some mastering by this wonderfully virile and active older man, but hey! I should be grateful for all those compatible bonds we did have.
I guess the nearest thing that came into the 'masterful' bracket was when at times he was in that mood when he wanted to just have me leaning steeply over his lap and loved to slap my buttocks, commenting on the wonderful way they responded to each slap and how he adored seeing them redden to a plum colour. It was really lovely being ass for him that way and for every way, for the fucking afterwards, feeling him pound against my numb buttocks always gave me that feeling of being wanted, and that I was giving Badger the thrill and happiness he deserved, the way he pampered me before after the spanking, his genteel fingers running between my thighs and between my freshly spanked cheeks with a smearing of cream lubrication which he said made me smell so divine that he would forever want to fuck the ass off of me.
I could never get enough of that either, with my cock swollen and implanted between his thighs as I bent over them was delicious, and the feel of his fingers exploring every crook and cranny like he always wanted to do prior to that wonderfully gratifying deep fuck I looked forward to when he had done with all the foreplay - which went along with quite happily, just being there for him, just being all ass and hole for him as he told me what he planned to do with me next, having me over the bench which was just the right height for fucking and also oral play too, the splendour of feeling his tongue penetrate me as he stretched my ass cheeks wide apart for his complete enjoyment of me and no holds barred, his mouth and lips enjoying every part of me, between my cheeks and down to my hanging balls which he loved to cherish, and cradle as he fondled my rigid cock, whispering to me just how good it smelt and how good it felt and would I like for him to massage it, and when I said yes he asked me to turn around so I was sitting on the edge of the bench, went down to his knees and gave me the most wonderful touching, massaging and deep, deep sucking. In fact until Badger sucked me I didn't really know what real oral thrills were all about because he took his time and really enjoyed his cock to the full, taking it right deep into his throat until I felt the vibration of his gurgles when his breath was spent and he had to release me for breath.