*NOTICE* Everyone in this story is above the age of 18. Never participate in foreplay of this sort without any formal consent of any parties involved. Language used may be offensive.
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I arrived to work the next evening contemplating on actually not going in.
Sitting in my car I realized, nothing is going to be the same. Nothing.
If I walk in there, I'll just be reminded of it all.
Cause what the fuck happened last night?
First off, the usual was me gawking at the muscular daddy during his workout.
Then, me stuffing his oh so tasty jockstrap down the depths of my mouth.
Leaving him to catch me in the act and doing it himself?
"See you around, faggot."
The phrase rang in my ear during the day, even in my sleep.
'See you around.'
I see him then what? What will he do?
Tell Kyle? Call the cops? What exactly did he mean?
I was eager to know but too afraid to actually find out.
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The front desk clerk often just clocks in and goes back to her car to sleep since no one besides him ever really comes in. Regulars get the privilege of not having to strictly check in.
Like yesterday, not much cleaning besides ass stains left on certain machines and very few plates laying around.
I look over to the dumbbell area and reminisce of his smirk.
That's damned smirk.
A little tweak on his devious smile that exuded alpha, as if in he knew why I was so starstruck.
He did, in all fairness. My question was, why would he further feed into my creepy intentions? Cause let's be honest, what I did rummaging through his belongings was perverted as hell and he could easily call the police and file for sexual harassment or something but no.
He shoved his crotch-scented jockstrap further down my throat...
Since she's in her car I often just lounge around the front desk, making an accordion out of sticky notes, play snake on the computer, or just take a nap as well.
Today I just felt very philosophical in a sense. Last night's encounter changed my perspective on...well me.
Why the fuck did I let him degrade me like that? And why the hell did I enjoy it so fucking much?
I grabbed a sticky note and wrote:
What would life be if submission didn't feel so instinctive? I got degraded by a muscle god in the most disrespectful way and I liked it...?
What am I to do if he'd take more control of me? Am I just another faggot of his? Or am I of upmost importance that he'd reuse me?
Somewhat of a poet when life brings no meaning. Except that's what I'm questioning.
Meaning.
The wondering is what aches me. The lingering question of whether that is my purpose, eat, shit, work, sleep, repeat. Or if my purpose was to enhance the life of someone far superior than I am?
My epiphany gets cut off as the front doors open.
All of a sudden, life went slow motion. Think of the shorty shot of the lifeguards in Baywatch but slow motion, only this was dirt in comparison.
From the floor up, I gazed as I took in the massive frame of the man who vulgarized me.
He walks in with his gym bag strapped over his shoulders and chewing gum.
"Hello," I quaked,"welcome. Just sign in a-and go r-right ahead."
FUCK. Why was I shaking? Stand your ground. Your legs may turn to jelly when you're near him but don't give him that much control.
"Oh what,"he smirked,"you don't recognize me?"
"I'm sorry?"I asked.
"Don't act hard to get you runt," he affirmed.
I simply looked down at the computer keyboard. Why was I so turned on right now?
"Now,"he begun,"where's that little miss priss that's usually here?"
"In her car, napping."
"Excellent," a devious smile formed on his face.
"Now,"he continued," I'm assuming since you aren't tidying up the place you have some free time?"
Before I said a word he stuck his hand out in motion to cut me off.
"Never mind that, get up."
I followed him over to the dumbbell area, the same place as yesterday. He turns and hands me his gym bag.
"Hold this."
He dropped the bag on my held out arms and turned around to adjust the seat on the bench to an inclined angle.
Him leaning over caused a plump on the back of his shorts. Fuck his ass was plump, firm, round. You can easily tell he does not skip leg day.
"Go fetch me a towel rag, boy."
'Boy.' What the hell? I know he's more mature than me but as far as me being such a low for him I would not drag me to being deemed as such a fragile person.
Regardless, I did not want to get on his bad side. One punch would send me flying to next week I fear.
I "fetched him the towel" then he placed it on the seat of the bench.
He went to grab a set of 65s from the rack.
Woah. Incline 65?
"Grab my lock combination and take my bag to the same locker as last night," he said,"DON'T go through my shit, I'm giving you thirty seconds, if you're not back by then you'll see."
I pace rapidly to the locker room which wasn't too far. The same locker as last night, how could I forget.
I grabbed the already lock combination and opened the locker. Jammed. SHIT. I yanked as hard as I could until it finally budged and I tensely place the gym bag in and managed to click the lock combination closed.
I RAN back out there and headed towards the dumbbell area.
"THREE...Two...one," he barked.
Fuck.
"Oh,"he said sarcastically," you JUST missed it."
I was panting, man I'm out of shape.