My first sight of young Hilaron bathing so openly and lit by the late-afternoon sun, making the water flowing over him sparkle and glitter as if he were radiating light like a young god, had overwhelmed me with desire for him. And as I entered the courtyard of that fine estate, I could not have stopped myself from having him if I had wanted to. Perhaps the gods truly had decided it should be that way. Or perhaps after my time in the Great Mogul's prison, I was just more than ready to enjoy a fine young man who looked at me with eyes equally full of surprise, admiration, and youthful lust.
And I greatly enjoyed burying my weapon deep inside his channel when I took him in the stables. Yes, after so many months of men presuming to have some right to me, I rejoiced in my freedom to once again take any man who caused the fires of desire to ignite in me. And the sight of young Hilaron bathing naked in the courtyard had certainly ignited those fires. He had easily made my weapon hard and aching, and as we left the stables, I had barely begun to satisfy my desire for him.
But I quickly discovered that I had chosen to enter a wealthy house where all was not as it seemed. Ah, all I wanted to do was enjoy young Hilaron, to the limit of our pleasure. And he had claimed he was also the master of the house I was now visiting, which was ideal, but as soon as we left the stable, I discovered the real situation was not so clear.
Two grown men of early middle years rode into the courtyard as young Hilaron and I emerged from the barn. Both were well built and good looking in the dark-haired and olive-skinned way of that area, and both sat their mounts well, so that I admired them both as they came toward us. One was riding on a fine small horse, a sign of great wealth in that region, and the other upon a donkey, as was normal for a well-to-do man there. But the fine-looking man upon the horse was obviously angry at seeing me there, and as the servants who had ignored my arrival earlier now came running from the house to meet the two riders, I knew that in spite of what Hilaron had told me, this rider was more the master in that house than my young lover was. If I had not been still mellow from the good taking I had just enjoyed, I might have left the house then, at the sight of them. But I did not leave, and perhaps the gods truly had decided to set me on a course I would have had no desire to take if I had been given a choice.
But the gods give us pleasures and take them away again without caring. As they give all men youth, and then old age.
"You have a guest," the man on horseback said, but it was no question, and he was unable to conceal the anger in his voice.
Young Hilaron stepped forward and replied, "Konan is a traveler who has asked for a bed for the night," speaking respectfully as a man should to his elders, though equals, and not as the master of that house would.
"A weary traveler is usually not so well armed, son Hilaron," the man replied, his eyes now full of venom and moving from me to my sword, which from force of habit I had already slung across my back, ready for use.
I was surprised that this was the young Hilaron's father and had seen few men so arrogant and openly hostile and wondered what reason he had to act that way unless it was that he knew and disapproved of the lusty activity his son and I had so recently enjoyed in his barn.
But then I looked at the other man, who hung back but whose eyes seemed to be devouring me, raking my body from head to foot with lust, his lips parted and his tongue wetting them. This man wanted to be taken by me, I knew. And I realized he might be Hilaron's stepbrother. I was surprised at his age, for to me he looked of an age with the father. And from the way he was looking at me, the stepson was well used to sharing himself with other men, and I doubted it could be a secret from the father.
Young Hilaron spoke again, saying, "He comes in peace and is our guest," his face flushing red and a touch of anger in his voice. A voice that was firm now and manly, not the impassioned crying out or whispering voice I had heard earlier as I made love to him in the barn.
The father said nothing for a moment, only looking at me shrewdly as if weighing me up before he seemed to relax and replied angrily, "If this visitor is weary, then you had best have food prepared and a bed made up for him. Now take him inside."
And with that he turned away and dismounted, handing his reigns to a servant, who bowed low and mumbled, obviously afraid of the father's anger.
As Hilaron led me away and into the kitchens, I wondered why the gods had sent me to that one house to request a bed, instead of some other more peaceful house. And I noted how the stepbrother's eyes still followed me. And I wondered idly if he were as good a man to take as Hilaron. That young man may have assuaged my worst hunger for man flesh, but the atmosphere of the place I was in was far from conducive to rest and relaxation and the enjoyment of simple pleasure.
I had no fear for myself, though, and I was also amused by the petty ways of men. Then once we were seated in a small room near the kitchens and the elderly female cook and a servant had piled food upon the table, I discovered that the larder of the house was very well stocked, indeed, and eating became my primary concern. The men certainly did not go without in that regard, and I was more than ready to eat well and often for a few days.
"I apologize for my . . . father," Hilaron said shyly as we sat down. "He is . . . not an easy man."
"Hungh," the busy old cook snorted, then moved over to us and bent to whisper angrily, " If this great barbarian is a friend of yours, he will convince you to leave this house before tonight. For I doubt even he could protect you."
"Shhh," Hilaron hissed back at her. "I know he plans something, Miriam. I am prepared for it. After tonight this house is mine, and I will not walk away from my legacy of my grandfather. I am rightfully the master here after I spend a night in this house now I am of age. It's what tradition demands," he said to her and paused as if thinking. "Then I shall go to my great uncle Matthias and will have him and my cousins come and help me to remove my. . . father from here. And forbid him to ever return."
Miriam waved her hands helplessly. "You do not know how evil your father is," she hissed. "And you, you great strong barbarian, what are you here for then? Are you for Hilaron, or are you secretly here to serve his father, David?" she asked me angrily, her face flushed and her old body shaking. "Has he paid you to remove the last one who stops him owning all this?" she added, waving her arms again to indicate the stone walls about us.
"No, Miriam," Hilaron hissed, then looked at me fearfully for a moment. "You are not, are you? Are you here for my father? Answer me honestly," he begged me.
"No," I replied. "I am merely a weary traveler, and you saw that your father had no liking for me."