Ron's hands were sweaty on the steering wheel. He had been driving for nearly three hours straight. Ron had told Jay he couldn't meet him, but now found himself on the interstate driving toward his destiny. Ron had known Jay for many months. Through their almost nightly chat sessions on the Internet the two men had become very close. The occasional phone calls they managed to get in had helped to strengthen the bond.
At first, they just shared jokes and friendly talk. Soon a friendship developed and a bond formed between them. Their chats gradually became more personal in nature. They discovered they shared similar secret desires. As Ron and Jay became closer they talked of their limited yet thrilling bisexual encounters. Then one night, the two men shared a powerful orgasm while confessing how much they desired each other. Both men had had sexual cyber experiences before; this was somehow different. They were confused. What they had thought were kinky sexual fantasy desires were now becoming mixed in emotional connection.
As Ron drove along he thought about his first realizations that he had developed feelings for Jay. Feelings he had not thought it possible to have toward a man. Feelings he had felt only toward women in the past. The two men had connected even though they had never been within a 1000 miles of each other. Now as Ron drove on, they were very close. Ron could feel his heart racing in his chest. He thought to himself, "what the fuck am I doing?" Ron was shaking as he steered his car off the interstate and down the exit ramp.
The hotel was mere yards from the highway. The 150 or so miles Ron had just driven seemed like light years. Ron knew a new life might be awaiting him only across the street as he sat mesmerized by the clicking of his turn signal. The blast of a horn from the car behind shook Ron from his trance and he made the left turn into the hotel parking lot. Ron pulled into a space around the back of the building and sat in his car trying to gather his courage. Finally he reached for the door handle. He stepped out of the car and immediately felt as if his knees were going to give way. Somehow willing his legs to steady under him, Ron walked to the building and stepped through the door into the lobby and his destiny beyond.
Ron felt the sweat beading up on his brow as he watched the elevator close on his previous life. Only four floors above his head waited the object of so much desire. Since he had decided to surprise Jay, Ron hoped he had not picked a bad time. Ron's mind raced; "Oh god! What if Jay found other companionship?" "What if he isn't here?" "I have to get out of here!" A part of Ron wanted to run, fast and far. But most of Ron wanted to be in Jay's arms, to finally be with the object of so much secret desire. Ron stepped out of the elevator and with a bravado that he did not feel strode down the hall to Jay's room. He hesitated and then rapped sharply on the door.
Jay was lounging around the room. After a day of boring seminars, he had returned to his room striped to his under shorts and plopped on the bed. He had dozed off and on and during one of his short naps Jay had had a most pleasant dream about Ron showing up at the hotel unexpectedly. Jay and Ron had discussed the possibility but the logistics simply could not be worked out. The sudden loud rap on the door startled Jay. He went to the door and looked out the peephole. The site that greeted him stunned him. There on the other side of the door stood the man who he had only previously seen in digital images.
Jay, forgetting in was only wearing underwear flung open the door. Both the abrupt opening and seeing Jay in person for the first time stunned Ron. The revealing outfit Jay wore heightened the experience.
"Wow! Come in, come in," Jay stammered. Then realizing his state of dress he added, "Oh shit I am practically naked!"
"Well naked is how I hoped to find you," Ron said laughing, unsure of exactly what to do.
