***Warning*** This story contains content of a homosexual interracial nature about my first but not last time with a man. Particularly a black man, and while the rumors are mostly true, this is not one of those times. If homosexual and/or interracial content offends you, please feel free to back out now and search for other stories that suit your fancy. If this is something you might want to read, enjoy!
This is my first story so please be gentle with the criticism.
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I had just recently turned 18. It didn't feel any different. I didn't feel any wiser. No stronger, or any better for that matter. If anything I felt worse. I had just recently been dumped by my girlfriend of 8 months, Allison. She was a great girl, probably too good for me, but that is what it is. I couldn't see what she wouldn't want about me. I mean, I wasn't anything special. I was a little less than average height for kids my age being about 5'6" and weighing only 120 pounds soaking wet. I took pretty good care of myself though and being active kept me very slim and defined. I was definitely proud of my body and always liked an opportunity to show off my six pack and V-lines. In my eyes though aside from my body I was just your average brown hair and brown eyed school kid.
In my unhappiness, I had decided that I was going to try to find something to do to take my mind off of things. My typical thing was to go for a drive. Living in the Dallas-Fort Worth Metroplex there were many places for me to go, miles of highway stretching in all directions just ready for me to mash the pedal and leave my thoughts out on the pavement. It was during this drive I crossed into the Dallas city limits. Dallas doesn't have the restrictions the rest of the metroplex did. There were many more adult establishments, from regular bars, clubs, and gentlemen's clubs to swingers clubs and sex toy shops. Well, as I was cruising along with my music blaring and the wind ripping through my car absorbing all that was to be seen, a plain black and yellow sign caught my eye. It was simple and read "Adult New Releases." I made a quick reflexive decision to myself deciding, "fuck it, I'm 18 now, I can go buy porn if I want to."
I slowed and took the next exit, doubling back on the highway underpass bringing me back to the exit just before the store, I pulled around and began to drive back towards the end of the building. I don't know what I really thought the inside of a porn store would look like, but I was pretty surprised by the amount of videos and other miscellaneous merchandise lining the walls. There had to have been thousands of DVDs in there and a good hundred toys lining an entire wall. The security guard leaning against the counter chatting with the clerk looked at me, paused, and went back to his conversation. I was a little annoyed by not being ID'd as I felt like it was still something I wanted to show off about. But that was neither here nor there.