"Ryan please leave, your Dad and I need to talk, come back when I tell you too okay." I said walking towards him.
"What's wrong with my Dad Tom?" Ryan asked concerned.
"You're Dad needs to talk to me Ryan so please I beg you leave us alone till your Dad is in a better place okay." I told him as i walked him out.
"Okay Tom Thank you." Ryan said concerned for his Dad.
"Tom I should go, there is no point in this." Terry said walking towards me and the front door.
I locked the door and pulled Terry into my arms, I held him his arms tight around my body. We stood there for a long while, Terry pulled back, looking me in the eyes.
"I can see why Ryan trusts you so much Tom you know just what a person needs when he needs it." Terry said.
"Come sit talk to me Terry, you have the weight of the world on you, you need to talk this all out to someone, you have someone in front of you right now who will listen to you, tell me the rest of it." I told him.
"Lets take our beers and go sit poolside? What do you say?" I asked Terry.
I grabbed us two cold ones Terry and I taking a seat in our own loungers.
"Tom where do I start?" Terry asked nervous scared shy to talk about it.
"Start from a starting point, a memory where you knew things were not right with you, you knew this is where it all went wrong." I said to him.
"Had to be when I met my now wife, we quickly married as she was pregnant with Ryan, as she got closer I felt more trapped, I knew I would never have the life I dreamed of. No sooner Ryan was born, Megan was on her way, I knew this was my life, I am not one to have random sex with strangers so if the opportunity did present itself, I never took the chance to try it." Terry admitted.
I moved to Terry's lounger cross legged between his legs, I could see the fear in his eyes, I could see his cock reacting to me being this close to him. His shorts straining to hold his ever growing cock in place.
"Tom I am sorry to burden you with this, and I am also sorry about this as well." Terry said pointing at his enlarging cock.
"Terry this is not a burden you need someone to talk to, why not me, your son was very comfortable to talk with me when he needed to come out, so why not his Dad too. As for your cock that is a normal reaction to a man being this close to you. I am sure you have never been this close to another half dressed man, mine as well is reacting to you being this close to me." I told him running my hand over my chest to the bulge in my shorts.
"Continue on Terry, I am sure there is more to this, something made you break down today what was it and I know it's not because Ryan came out to you," I told him.
"No I knew about Ryan years ago, he always tried to see me naked in the shower, he was fascinated with my cock and balls, maybe I should say obsessed, he would watch me as I showered or got undressed, the one time he actually came in the shower with me grabbing my cock. I quickly explained he could not do that with his Dad, it was not right." Terry told me.
"Really I would have never thought Ryan would do such a thing." I said smiling.
"The reason it all hit me today is the wife is not staying with her Aunt she is not coming back Tom, she met another man and they want to be together, our sex life has been non existent for so many years, it really is not fair to her that her husband prefers the company of a man to herself." Terry said his head looking down.
"Terry you need to talk to both kids, you need to come clean, they both deserve to know the whole truth, stop living a lie be you be the best dam you there is." I said to him.
"Tom I am terrified, what if my kids hate me? What if they never talk to me ever again? How do I live with myself being selfish wanting the life I always prayed for?" Terry said crying again.
I pulled him in to me, Terry cried on my shoulder his emotions flooding him, I held him till the tears stopped, Terry stayed his head on my chest.
"How about a swim Terry might lighten the mood a bit?" I asked him.
When Terry stood his cock was full mast, there was no hiding this, the man well endowed maybe more than myself, Terry rearranged himself so his cock was not so obvious. We both dove in coming to the surface on the edge of the pool.