Authors note: This is my 2nd attempt at writing so, any and all feedback is extremely welcome! Thanks for reading! Also every Character in this story is 18 years of age.
For the rest of the bus ride, I sat alone in a heightened state of panic and uncertainty. I was completely aware of my rapid heartbeat, warped thoughts, and general fight or flight feeling. Yet, I was utterly unable to process any of it. What had just happened? Why did Oscar do that? And most alarming for me, why was I still so aroused? My cock was just as hard as it had been thirty mins ago, throbbing through two layers of clothing. It was more than just erect, It was somehow bigger than it had ever been. I thought back to my first ever sexual experience with my now ex-girlfriend. The anxiety had made it difficult to get it up. Yet now, anxiety and fear were leading to the opposite reaction. These questions were interrupted by our arrival at the meet. As I got up, I adjusted myself, leaving the top half of my dick comically sticking out of my speedo, jutting under my sweatshirt. At least this way, it was hidden and not bulging through my pants.
The combination of the cold air, a new environment, and the tight banding of my speedo as we walked through school hallways to the pool were enough to finally calm my member. Now with the familiar smell of chlorine washing over me, whatever panic I had been feeling actually started to fade. Oscar had just been messing with me. There wasn't anything to it. In fact, he probably didn't even know what he was touching. I bet it felt like a thigh.
Immediately after these thoughts passed out of my mind, I knew they were bullshit; he had purposely stoked my cock, but I pushed this idea away. Everything is excellent, and it's all fine. Let's just focus on swimming. I quickly glanced around my teammates looking for Oscar, but he had already separated to join the other divers. With him out of the picture, I was finally able to shove whatever remaining feelings I had about that bus trip to the back of my mind and focus on the meet.
I ended up with a decent standing by powering through whatever thoughts crossed my mind by simply swimming harder--even setting some personal best's. I didn't see Oscar at all for the rest of the meet. In fact, it would be weeks before we interacted again. While I saw him from a distance several times around the pool, the closest I had been to him was in the showers. There's a weird mood in the locker room after practice, just a bunch of guys talking to each other with varying degrees of dress. Your either someone who takes their suit off, or you're someone who keeps it on. I had always fallen under the latter. I didn't feel super comfortable in my own skin, so why expose more of it. Even with the nudity, showering was usually a relaxing break signaling the end of practice. But since that bus trip, I had run into an issue.
If I took a long enough shower, usually at the tail end of my own, Oscar would walk in It was an open layout, just a bunch of shower heads sticking out of the wall in a tiled room, no kind of modesty curtains. Usually full of naked dudes, and nothing about it had ever even remotely got me going. Yet every time Oscar walked in, I could feel my cock begin to swell.