I had decided that since my meeting with a friend from a gay dating website wasn't going to happen and he had bailed citing he didn't want to get involved with a married man and that drama I was going to remain frustrated and waste all the preparation I had done to make that first appointment with him.
Earlier we had decided to connect that morning online and confirm the time that day so in advance of that I had showered well and cleaned out as well as shaved my balls and area to my asshole smooth and ready for anything that might happen. Getting out of the shower I had dabbed some astroglide all across my asshole and cheeks and pushed some in so anything might happen easier if the face to face went as the two of us had discussed.
I have been married 30 years and being in my 50's she had all but lost interest in sex and I had succumbed to an old past interest in male to male sex. I had joined a gay website for older men and younger looking for older and had made a few contacts that I was exploring when this date had been arranged form there.