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I found myself in master's basement with two chairs sitting in front of me. Voices upstairs are definitely my parents. Mom sounds like she's crying. "This isn't how I wanted it to happen!... My baby boy." She doesn't seem to want to come down. Dad sounds upset, but willing to come down all the same.
I hear the clank of his heals in his leather shoes on each step. Man always wore Bostonians, the clank of the heal on any hard surface is always the dead giveaway as to the brand. A man of the autumn, always wore the darker neutral shades with his vibrant orange color. No matter the time of year, he always wore his autumn colors. He was upset that I was nude as he finally saw my full form come into view when he hit the base of the steps. "Haven't seen you so undressed since the dog grabbed a hold of your trunk leg and pulled." I could tell he was trying to lighten the mood, but it wasn't working.
"How could you sell me into slavery?"
"Well, that's a hard story to tell. It broke your mother's heart to do so, but desperation breeds bad decisions." Apparently he and mom fell onto hard times when I was little. The federal cutbacks to military spending bankrupted the local Boeing plant. Thousands were laid off. Businesses that relied on those federally paid employees went belly up. What good are food trucks if there's no place to sell? What good is a dry cleaner if there are no shirts to be cleaned? What good are restaurants if there is no liquidity in spending money? The whole town was dying. Many who could afford to leave did. The rest, like my parents, were stuck with few to no options.
"When I lost my job at the plant, I did anything to earn money. Feeding you and your mama were my highest priority. But when you got sick, I had trouble paying the bill. When you got hurt at school, I couldn't afford that bill. Things got bad, kid. We lost everything. One of my creditors was in the Bondage and Discipline lifestyle. He could afford food for you, and keeping you well and maintained, but you'd have to belong to him. Not as an adopted son, but as his property. That was his condition. Mine and your mother's debts were so great... He really has taken good care of you."
I couldn't believe my ears. "'He's taken good care of me?'" What that meant was that from the time I was "owned" by dad's creditor, he had been the one to make sure there was food in the house for me. I was never malnourished. When I got sick or hurt, I saw a good doctor. When I wanted to learn a skill, instrument, sport, He was more than willing to make sure I learned as much as possible. After all, I was to be his son's servant, my current master.
"When did you sell me?"
"When you hit 12. We couldn't take care of you anymore. We were looking at sending you to either your aunt's or uncle's families, but they couldn't afford the extra mouth to feed. Foster would mean losing you forever, never knowing you again. Selling you meant that we would have very little by means of our impact on your welfare, but we did have an impact on your development. We could watch you grow, teach you where you come from, and have a chance to know who you are. Your owner controlled everything else."
"How was I controlled?"
"Your owner decided you would be a vegetarian with a little meat for the iron and minerals absent from a vegetarian's diet. Your mom and I eat meat regularly. Didn't you ever find it strange that you almost never do? Your education was always the best. Anytime you struggled, you had a tutor show up and help you through. Your being fit has also been important. Never were you allowed to just sit and lounge around the house. You always had chores, gardening, sports, and learning proper grooming and host duties, like a butler. You never had a lot of time for yourself, ever. You would always be doing something to improve yourself, or be in the service to someone else. You have always been prepared to serve someone else."
"My athleticism is my own. I wanted to be lean and fit. I wanted to be athletic. I wanted to be..."
"No. You would always whine about wanting to go fishing or watch the wind move across the fields, or just sit around and watch TV all morning long. You always had a "friend" show up who wanted to go do something. Remember your neighbor Rick? He was one of your owner's servants who made sure you never sat down. You would always go running or working out. He'd always push you harder to run further, lift heavier weights, climb higher trees, swim against the current... Your body was never your own. You were always being conditioned to exercise, and shape your body into being lean, toned, and sexy for your Master.
"Why am I a slave to my bf and not to your creditor?"
My Master pipes in, "I'll fill you in on that one, my pet. Dad, my dad, always intended for you to be mine. From the time I was little I was raised in bdsm. Although, I always had a taste for the bondage and sadism aspects of the life more than simple discipline. You were to be my sexy gimp slave. I really didn't care if you had a brain in your head. My interests were to torment you, punish you simply because you existed. You were never supposed to go to college after high school, but because of September 11, I chose to go to war and fight for my country. You were probably old enough to do so too, but you never did. No matter."
"I was to be punished simply for living?"
"That's what gimp slaves do. That is their sole purpose in life. It was to be your sole purpose too. But, when I got back from my tour, going to college, noticing you in my classes, I just had to see what else you could do. You are a good follower, horrible at making your own decisions. Dad really trained you well. And you've shown promise for remarkable things. So, I've decided to expand your duties, see how your mind can entertain me."
"Sir, I think I can fill in my pet's needs for information from now on. Let me walk you out."
"Dad! Please don't leave me here!"
"Sir, this is now my property. You are here as a courtesy, but that time has passed. You need to leave."