The next few weeks went by in a blur. The pills were probably messing with my system. I was out of it most of the time. Daddy started texting me to put on the headset at multiple times during the day. Daddy insisted that I work out a deal so I could work from home. I took a significant paycut but daddy was really happy. He makes me keep a dildo in my ass pretty much all the time. He's always sending me new outfits and new toys. I haven't been shocked in a long time. He has made me work my way up different sized dildos. Now I'm using one that is about 1.5" thick and 7" long.
At first he made me use the headset only once per day. After a week or so it went to twice per day, then 3 times, and now I have to put it on the second he messages me. I spent 6 hours in there today. I haven't left the apartment in a few weeks. All I can think about is having a huge dick in front of me and just worshiping it. I want to serve it, milk the wonderful juice from it. I'm getting tired of seeing these other girls in the shows. It should be me!
I asked Daddy when I would be able to be the girl in one of these shows.
"Soon baby. Don't get ahead of yourself. You are making a big change, it takes time my sweet."
"Ok daddy. But I will be the girl soon?"
My smile was beaming through the video. I had a lot of work to do that day. But I usually got started with a nice shower. Daddy told me to make sure I keep clean shaven, but I shaved for a few days and the hair just stopped growing back. Luckily I could take the chain off for showering, daddy told me I could. My little baby dick was still locked up in the cage. Daddy makes it tingle once in a while. It makes me happy knowing he is thinking about me.
I hadn't done so in a while, so I felt around for my testicles and tried to pop them out, but they were no where to be found. In fact the skin around my little guy was shriveling up and tightening up. Weird.
I was wearing a bra all the time. Daddy likes it when he sees me in a bra and panties. He had to send me some bigger bras. My tits are filling out quite nicely. Im still not sure how that was happening.
Daddy sent me a few cameras to put around the house. He said he wanted to see more of me. I put them everywhere he asked me to. I even do a little dance for them sometimes. Daddy loves it when I shake my ass for him. After my shower I took my morning pills. Daddy never told me what these were for. But I really like them, he told me I do.
My life had become a blur. Daddy setup my headset to work with my dildo. Now it vibrates and pulses while I am watching the scenes. The pleasure is beyond description. But I still long to have daddy's dick in me.
Daddy had me eating a very strict diet. He had grocery's delivered. I had to answer the door dressed up as a girl. Some of the delivery boys were very flirty. It made me blush. Daddy said I shouldn't flirt with those men and he would punish me severely if I ever did. Once I bent over to grab something and Daddy saw the delivery guy checking out my ass. The skirt barely covered it as it was and he got a decent look.
As soon as the delivery driver left, I felt a jolt through my entire body. It was my fault. I should have waited to pick up the pen he dropped. I just need to be subservient to black men and the delivery man was very attractive.
I was getting antsy. I knew I couldn't leave. I knew I couldn't have anyone over, but I need to service a black penis.
It had been months. The same routine. But daddy hadn't been around a lot. I was getting frustrated. It was late Friday night when daddy called.
"You are coming out tonight."
My eyes darted up with excitement. "Really??"
"Yes. Tamika will be there soon to help you get ready."
"Am I going to see you Daddy?"
"If you are a good girl"
"Where is it?"
"You've been there before. Shades."
Tamika came over shortly after that. She brought an outfit over for me. It was a red plaid tartan skirt with a crop white top. She made me wear a matching tie. I had stockings and 4" high heels. The heels were a bit tough walking around in, but she showed me the proper sway. She gave me a make over, painted both finger and toenails, on each of the nails she put a spade decal. On my lower back, she spent a while drawing on a spade with a large Q in the middle. Luckily I had my ears pierced so the dangling black Q earrings were easily fit. She had to pierce my nose for the spade nose ring. The black spade stamp on my hand never went away. Never faded.
She gave me some necklaces to wear and some bracelets. She spent a ton of time on my make up.
"Ok now we need to plug you with something special. And T said you shouldn't wear the chain."
She helped me take off the chain. And unhook it from the cage. She inspected the cage and shook her head "technology these days. How big was it when it went in there?
"3 inches rock hard"
"Damn girl, I bet it is only an inch if that. Looks like your testicles are completely gone. It is much further advanced than we thought it would be, you must be very obedient with the pills. It is ready to be adjusted." With that she started wiggling it around playing with the skin. She pushed it up and in, almost to where my testicles were, and taped it together. She taped it so that it looked like a vagina if you weren't staring too hard.
