I'd never noticed feeling physically attracted to a guy before, and I was staring at him without realizing it-- both of us were pumping gas near each other at a local quick market late one summer night. He was shirtless, with a V-shaped torso, cut muscles all the way up from his tight-waisted, low-slung jeans to his rounded delts; he was clean-shaven, his long brown hair tied behind him. When my gaze reached his face, he was looking back at me, smiling.
"Like what you see?"
I nodded and quickly looked down at the nozzle in my hand, blushing, embarrassed to have been busted like that-- staring at another guy. Before I realized it, he was standing next to me, one hand on my ass-cheek, squeezing gently. My mind and body froze; my cock was suddenly pulsing... I had no exit strategy from this completely unexpected move-- and the brand new excitement rushing through me shocked me into letting even the thought of breaking this contact go... His hand kept slowly massaging.
"Why don't you park it and get in my van?" He said softly. "We could get to know each other better... in private."
I looked up as two other cars were pulling in from different directions, stopping by the next set of tanks. We were definitely on a stage here.
"Uh... wow... sure, okay." My knees almost buckled as I spoke-- I'd never imagined doing
anything
like this... My pulse was pounding as I put the pump handle back, started the car and moved it over into a dark, empty corner of the parking lot under some trees. He parked his van next to me, and I got out, climbed into the front bucket seat and closed the door; the smell of incense filled my nostrils-- patchouli and sandalwood. I'd guessed there would be a bed in the back; I looked and there was. He turned off the headlights and the engine and looked over at me.
"Ever done anything like this before?" he asked.
I shook my head, maybe a little too vigorously.
"Relax... I'm a good teacher," he said smiling. "C'mon back..." He pressed the van's door-lock button, then got up and walked, crouched over, between the seats to the rear. He caressed and gently squeezed my shoulder as he went by, then sat on the edge of the bed. The mattress went all the way across the back of the van, with tiny red and blue LED's on the ceiling above it. The windows in the back and on the sides were covered with plastic sheets of imitation stained glass, and the street and parking lot lights shone dimly through them, mixing with the interior lights, coloring everything with a soft, warm glow.
"Close those curtains behind you, okay?" he said as he walked, crouched over, into the back.
I connected the velcro pads on some fairly thick, floor-to-ceiling curtains just behind the front seats, turned around and sat down on the bed, just opposite him. There was a maroon-colored sheet stretched over a thick foam pad with half a dozen pillows scattered on it.
He waved a hand around at the van. "My classroom... the name's Perry. What's yours?"
"Uh... um... er...
Don
," I fumbled, reaching out to shake his offered hand.
"Hi, Don," he said, holding onto my hand much longer than the usual time. "I'm so
very
pleased to meet you. No need to stress... it'll be all right... Really. It
will
-- I know..."
He squeezed my hand gently, reaching out with his other hand to caress it as my pulse began to rise...
Releasing me, he opened one of the small drawers by his end of the bed, picking up a joint, ashtray and lighter. After we passed the joint several times, I handed it back and said, "Wow... That's enough for now, I think."
"It's even more than you think," he answered, chuckling. "It won't really hit for about another 20 minutes-- it's a creeper."
'Hmmmm...' I thought. 'Better prepare for lift-off...'
He wasn't wrong. Perry put an old Donna Summer CD in the stereo, and soon I discovered what he meant by 'creeper'. I'd always thought her music was pretty sexy, but in my head-space then, she became my personal sex goddess, the music and rhythm around her voice enveloping me in lust-powered pulsation...
Then Perry's voice came through the music... "Let's get naked, Don... It'll be easier to start if there's nothing in our way."
"Okay..."
Perry took off his sandals and jeans as I watched; his cock was stiff, longer than mine with a big head. I couldn't help but stare. He got up on his knees and crawled very slowly across the mattress to me, turning and rubbing the soft skin of his side and his naked hip against my shoulder; then, watching me, he crawled very slowly back to where he'd been.
I felt disappointment when he sat down, and I realized it was because I couldn't see his ass-cheeks anymore... They were round, full, and smooth-- white in contrast to the rest of his tanned skin-color... His cock, however, was still quite visible, and I stared again.
"Now you," he said.
I got undressed slowly as he watched, his gaze going wherever my hands went as I pulled my t-shirt over my head, removed my socks and tennies, and then raised my hips to slide my jeans and briefs off. My nascent hard-on had shrunk a little as I concentrated on my clothes, but it rose when I sat back down and realized that I was now completely naked-- and about to have sex with this beautifully muscled, just-as-naked strange man sitting in front of me.
Perry's eyes were on my cock as it stood up; he smiled. The beat of the music seemed to match the pulsing in it.
"Oh, man, what a nice one," he said, looking up into my eyes. "You're a
very
sexy guy, Don. Now, come on and lie down next to me on the outside here," he said, sliding nimbly across the bed and lying on his side. I lay down on my side facing him.
He leaned forward, reaching out with one hand and pulling my head toward him. Our lips touched gently but firmly for barely a second, and then he let me go. I pulled back, my lips tingling... but I was glad he stopped when he did. I wasn't quite ready for any more of
that
just yet. This was a
guy
I'd just kissed, for goodness sake... He did smell good, though... the scent of "Obsession" filled my nostrils.
"Lie back," he said gently.
I obeyed, and his hand began to stroke my chest and stomach, working its way down to my stiff cock, wrapping his warm hand around it and stroking it slowly. He looked over at me.
"Ever held another guy's cock?" he asked.
"Uh... well, yeah... Once when I was in junior high-- we jerked each other off..."
He smiled but said nothing, then let go of me, grabbing my hand instead and putting it on his erect, pulsing shaft. My fingers closed around it and automatically started stroking it like he'd just done to me... it felt, big, hard, and alive... It was a curious and incredibly exciting feeling, and my own cock began throbbing even harder.
After just few seconds, though, he pulled away and moved down the bed, kissing my chest and running his hands all over me, sometimes stopping to stroke my cock, but mostly focusing on the rest of me until his head got close to it.
Then he moved quickly and knelt between my legs, lowering his hot mouth onto me, moaning softly. My hands went immediately to his head, holding it gently as it slowly rose and fell, the sensations of his lips and tongue on my cock making me stiffen, writhe and moan. All too soon, though, he stopped and slid back up to lie down next to me.
"Your turn," he said quietly, giving me another, longer, wetter kiss. I recognized my smell and taste on his lips, and it turned me on to kiss the mouth that had just sucked my cock... I slid down his body, stopping to lick his nipples a little, sucking on them lightly. I could feel his hard cock pressing into my ribs, flexing...
I started like he had, kissing and caressing his chest and stomach, heart pounding as my mouth approached what I simultaneously craved and feared. I wasn't at all sure I could suck him, now that it came down to the crunch. Everything I'd ever been taught about how wrong it was suddenly rushed through my head: "The Bible says it's an abomination," "Gays are sick... to be pitied... disgusting sex monsters..." Oh, and then there's, "you're going to burn in hell if you do this," etc.
Suddenly, strong hands were holding my head, turning it so my mouth kept getting closer to the shiny, purple head of his cock. I lost all power to resist when it touched my lips; they opened willingly to let it slide through them and over my tongue, filling my mouth with the warm, silky-smooth skin of pulsating, forbidden flesh.
Then all the warnings and taboos that had been chattering in my head suddenly disappeared downstream under a rushing wave of amplified lust that shot from my mouth, through my head and my whole body, down to my own cock... It tingled and throbbed, and I nearly came without even being touched, squealing in surpised ecstasy...
I sucked the delicious, living shaft in through my lips, sliding it in over my tongue, back as far as it would go... I moaned as each wave of sensation washed my brain of everything but the taste and feel of this slowly thrusting, throbbing
cock
.
The realization dawned that sucking on this cock was something I'd needed to do for
years
without knowing it... I held onto Perry's hips to keep it in my mouth while I moved to kneel between his thighs like he'd just done with me; then I really started working on it, moving both hands feverishly over his perfect, muscular body while I sucked and licked on the main attraction. I made no effort to control my moans then as I lost myself in cock-lust, at the end holding onto his waist and just sucking... and sucking...
"You like my cock, don't you, Don?" he said.
I just groaned, sucking even more voraciously.
"It really is your first time, huh?" I stopped just long enough to let his cock go and look up at him.
"Yeah," I said, then sucked him back in with another moan. "Mmmmmmmm..."
"Ohhhhh... suck it, Don, suck it... let it all out... Suck, you cocksucker... suck... Show me how much you
love