"The first time you do it is the best," Greg said. "My first time, I just looked at it, this guy's cock. I just knew I had to do it. I always had that curiosity. I wanted it in my mouth. I wanted to know what it was like...."
We were sitting on the couch. My couch, my house. Home alone. Our wives were out for the evening.
"You can't understand what it's like until you try it," he added with a meaningful smile.
Shadows danced on the wall of the living-room. The TV was on but I'd muted the volume. I hadn't turned the light on.
"If you just did it once," he said more slowly, "If you tried it, you'd love it. Trust me."
It was 9:00pm on a wet Wednesday evening in late July. Outside it was already getting dark. Inside the concealing shadows seemed to gather softly around us.
The light from the TV flickered on Greg's face. His eyes were in shadow one moment, then I'd see them shining with an intense, eager light. We'd known each other for years.
I knew what he wanted; he wanted a blow-job. He'd steered the conversation in that direction. It was my own fault; a couple of weeks ago I'd admitted to him over a few drinks that the thought of it interested me. Greg wasn't the type to forget something like that.
"Why do you think women love it so much?" he said. "It's like nothing you've ever done before. Nothing else even comes close."
His smile had faded. His voice had softened and there was something new in his tone. He looked and sounded like a guy who knew he was close to getting what he wanted. I'd been letting him do all the talking and Greg loved to talk. I was the quiet one.
He said he'd blown a guy once, a few years ago, and the guy hadn't reciprocated. Ever since then he'd wanted to know how it felt. To hear him talk it was bordering on an obsession. I'd thought about it myself, too. I think a lot of guys do.
"Just try it this one time," he said, and now there was an unmistakable undercurrent of excitement in his voice. "No one will ever know. It's just the two of us. You said you'd thought about it, now's your chance..."
Just then my glance happened to fall on the front of his jeans and something turned over inside me when I saw the shape of his cock showing through the material.
Greg was becoming aroused. He was getting hard. Talking about it was turning him on. The shadows from the TV flickered everywhere and now and then as the light changed I could see the growing bulge in his jeans. I could see the thick shape of his cock starting to make a tent in the material.
I looked up quickly and he was watching me and my face suddenly felt hot. Greg didn't blink. He held my gaze and I saw the longing in his eyes. Hope, desire, all of it. He smiled a little but it was a tense, preoccupied sort of smile, as if a part of him still wasn't sure how it would all turn out.
Greg had deliberately steered the conversation this way. Inside, I suddenly had butterflies. It was true, I'd thought about. I'd thought about it a lot. My face burned but at the same time I felt a sudden, reckless impulse to do it. Just to see what it was like. To find out for myself.
"Okay?" Greg said. Now he sounded cautiously excited. I could hear him breathing.
I didn't say anything. I could feel the intensity of his gaze and I became aware that my own cock was beginning to stiffen.
"Just... just try it," he said. He kept his eyes on me but his hands went to the front of his jeans. He fumbled with the button and ran down the zip.
His lips were parted and I heard him swallow. He was still staring at me and I couldn't resist looking down again as he opened the front of his jeans. He was suddenly in a hurry and without stopping he pushed down the front of his black briefs and exposed his cock. Released, it thrust up suddenly from the front of his jeans and came up almost fully erect.
Shadows from the TV flickered over Greg's cock. I could see it and then I couldn't. The light changed and I could see his thick shaft in perfect detail. He was uncut, the same as me. His cock stood pale and hard in the white TV light. I saw the thin veins under the skin and then the picture changed and the shadows waned and his cock slipped into darkness again.
I could hear Greg breathing. There was a tense, watchful, hopeful, look in his eyes every time the light touched his face. He slowly leaned back against the cushions and at the same time he slipped down a little lower on the couch and opened his legs a little wider. There was a rapt, expectant expression on his face.
In some ways I couldn't quite believe what was happening, that we'd reached this stage, or that I would or ever could actually give Greg a blow-job. I could feel my heart beating with a slow, deliberate rhythm. My face was still hot and my cock was stiff and aching.
It felt wrong and I was nervous but I was excited too. I'd read stories about this on the internet. I'd looked at pictures and watched videos. I knew I wanted to do it, all I had to do now was take this one step.
Greg was waiting. Teasing shadows slipped over his cock, moving up and down, exposing it then concealing it again.
I leaned slowly closer. I'd never seen another guy hard in real life, never touched another guy. I glanced at Greg and he was watching almost spellbound. His eyes flickered and his lips were parted and he slowly nodded encouragement.
His cock loomed larger as I leaned over it and lowered my head. His foreskin was pulled back a little way to expose the round, shiny head of his cock. Up close Greg's cock looked obscene and bigger than it had before. As I got closer I could see it in more detail and I realised I could smell him too; a warm, pleasant, clean and exciting, hot-cock smell.
At first I didn't really know what to do. I decided on the spur of the moment to suck it and I was surprised how wide I actually had to open my mouth to accomodate him. I felt my lips touch his foreskin and I took the whole, swollen tip of his cock cautiously into my mouth, closed my lips around it, and gently sucked.
It was like nothing I'd ever done before. I felt joined to Greg. His skin was soft and warm but I could feel his hardness, too. I let my saliva moisten him and then I opened my mouth a little wider and took him in a little deeper. His cock seemed to fill my mouth, the only way I could breath was through my nose. I held him like that for just a moment and then I slowly sucked, lifting my head at the same time, and letting my lips drag softly over his cock until I drew my head away.