This was not happening. The twink who took my order at the café did not brush their fingers along my hand as they handed me my coffee and scone. I must be imagining it.
I think I must be imagining this because I come to this café often, mostly to look at him, not just because the WIFI is good, I like their mochas, and it gets me away from my boyfriend for a while so I can work. And it's not like I've never fucked my boyfriend while I was thinking about this young man.
I shake my head as I pretend to edit a slide -- my boyfriend looks nothing like the barista -- yet I often sit here and glance up from my laptop to see the twink helping out a fellow barista or serving a customer...
Serving -- god, even in my own head I need to be careful. The idea of this boi on their knees looking up at me as my cock - Stop I tell myself, Stop. Work, boyfriend, to-do list. Breathe.
I put my head down and was able to concentrate on the work. After some group discussion on the slides, I made some last edits and saved them. Fully expecting that I would finish my mocha and then depart, I went to take a sip and discovered the mocha was now an iced mocha.
I sighed as I glanced at my Apple watch, somewhat surprised at how much time had passed. I was aware but not entirely conscious of someone standing next to me and it took me a second to process.