This all started 3 months ago.
After breaking up with my longtime girlfriend, I wanted to try something new sexually. Another woman wasn't the answer, at least not for me. I recently developed an interest in male eroticism. I began to understand over time, what turns me on sexually and the type of guy I found appealing. I began craving another man's body more each day and the eruption of male cum from a big hard cock. I tried to convince myself that I could be bold enough and brave enough, to have safe sex with another man. I started considering finding a hot guy here in Southern California to date.
Now everywhere I went, I started checking out men and thinking about what it would be like to have sex with certain guys. I noticed a great looking, muscular guy checking me out at the supermarket one afternoon. He was obviously fresh from the gym and looking very sexy. We made eye contact and smiled at each other, then my heart began to race. I was hoping he would engage me in a conversation. I would have gladly gone out with him if he asked me on a date. I would have loved to have him be my first male lover. I wanted to feel his chiseled body and let him take me anyway he wanted. Then he slipped away. Once again, I was convinced my attraction to men was real and couldn't be controlled.
I was at a convenient store the next morning getting coffee before work. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a candy shaped like a medium size dildo. I had to buy one for later, along with other candies to not make it obvious. I experimented with my new toy that night and almost every day since. I found it to be even more stimulating than first anticipated. I was having so much fun masturbating and using my new toy after work. I could barely last a few minutes before I shot off like a cannon. I was also enjoying a variety of gay male erotica, seeing what turned me on the most. I was finding myself more and more attracted to the hung clean cut type.
One day I decided if I was really going to get with a guy, I should taste my own cum and swallow it. I put on some hot guys in speedos porn, and set up a rocks glass to fill with my cum. I was so excited to taste fresh cum, that I overshot the glass, and it went all over the dresser. I managed to get some in the glass and nervously poured it onto my tongue. It was good and it only made me want a full mouthful. Later I was able to get a large load into the glass and swallowed it all. Savoring the taste and getting very turned on. I see why some guys love to swallow cum so much, I think it shows you have strong feelings for the guy.
I was convinced now more than ever; I could go through it. I felt ready and very excited to suck on a nice big cock. I was hoping to find a hot guy to shoot off in my mouth and on my face. I wanted a guy who was hung and willing to go both ways. Later I found out, this type of guy is called a "verse". I guess as in "versatile", which is what I was seeking. I wanted to enjoy hours and days of passionate male love. I wanted to do and try everything multiple times. I wanted to break free of my influences and go completely gay and free.
Now I just couldn't wait another day, I had to find a local guy to fulfill my new desires with. I had been on dating sites before and searched for a suitable male only dating site. I signed up on one and took the time to fill out my profile completely, before work. I wasn't completely honest. I said I was 37 and I am, but I claimed to be totally gay. I said I was seeking a long-term relationship and had been single for a year. I uploaded several hot pics of me and completed my profile. I checked out a few guys that looked really sexy but didn't send any messages. There were also several attractive guys within 5 miles, looking for the same things as me. I knew I was getting closer to meeting the man of my erotic dreams.
I went to work that day and thought to myself, I should get some bites. I'm tall 6'2", in good shape and hung. I'm a decent looking California guy, with blond hair blue eyes and nice features. I get my fair share of smiles, from the ladies and men. I'm a semi successful businessman and live alone now. I did take some hot selfies the night before in bike shorts and shirtless pics too. I also took some of me in sexy underwear with an obvious bulge in the bathroom mirror. Although I wasn't completely truthful in my profile, I was craving a hot guy to mess around with on the down low. I was seeking a man for a long-term romance and erotic times. A handsome guy with nice abs, ass and a big cock.
I did some online research on the subject of gay male sex and how to give a man a sensational orgasm. I learned a few tricks on how too: give great head, have fun man on man sex. How to do it safely and what to expect. I enjoyed reading these articles and felt more confident about pleasing a man sexually. It was educational and made me hard imagining doing these things for real. I felt ready to pleasure a man, as good as any woman. I was also eager to penetrate a sexy guy deeply and cum hard from his tight ass. I had to experience the bliss; I knew was possible with a naked man.
After dinner I logged onto my new dating site. I was so nervous; I could barely type. When I opened up my profile, I was shocked! I had been very popular that day. I had 24 messages and tons of winks and likes. I felt like I had hit the jackpot, I never had this kind of response from any other dating site before. I was pleasantly surprised and nervously began to go through my messages.
I had very nice messages from all kinds of guys; Jocks, Soldiers, Twinks, Hunks, Tops, Bottoms, Older men, Trans, Bi, Curious, Verse, Bears and more. I was beyond excited and began to respond to all of them. Over the next few days, I flirted with over 40 hot guys. Some of them unlocked their nude/ private pics for me. I got to see and enjoy a variety of cocks and buns. I masturbated to many of them on the spot! I also had fun pretending to be an experienced gay man. The Twinks and Bi guys wanted me to break them in. The Curious, begged me to go slow and easy on them. The Hunks and Jocks wanted to pound my ass and fill me with cum. It all sounded wonderful.
Flirting with men online was very exciting, more than I ever imagined. This was a real turn on, and it felt like it was just a matter of time before I got naked with one of these sexy guys. I could tell most of them were very serious and ready to meet up. They all seemed to love my profile and pics a lot. I enjoyed the attention from so many different types of men. It was flattering and wonderful to have so any choices. I wanted to please most of them, one way or another.
Many of the messages got very sexual and interesting. Some guys were begging to suck my cock and swallow, others were promising a rim job. Some guys had some odd fetishes, I was willing to go with. I zeroed in on 10 guys and found out more about them. It only took a few days to set up some dates for the weekend. I picked 2 good looking guys and one young guy without a pic to start with. They were all employed, intelligent and straight acting. They also liked to verse, which was my ultimate fantasy.
Friday couldn't go by fast enough, work dragged on and on. I was thinking about my upcoming weekend and what might happen. When I finally made it home from work, I got myself looking great. After a long hot shower and enema, I took care of my hair, face and teeth. I manscaped my body and used my favorite cologne. I dressed sharp like I was going to a business casual dinner. I put on my college ring and my best watch. I was more than ready to meet my first man.
Ron was tall dark and handsome and looked great at in person. We met for drinks and appetizers in a classy bar. I was very nervous but contained myself well enough to pass as a gay man. Ron was a very sharp attractive guy at 45 years of age. He looked and acted straight, which was a major turn on for me. He was in real estate and looked like he was doing well for himself. I immediately felt an attraction to him, and we hit it off. We enjoyed our drinks and conversation at the bar for almost 2 hours. He suggested we take a stroll and get some fresh air. He really had an interest in me, and he grabbed my hand when nobody was looking. It was fun and exciting, holding a guy's big hand for the first time. He was more the aggressor, and I was enjoying it. He was looking at me like he wanted me badly. I think I wanted him more!
"Hey Steven, would you like me to walk you too your car?" He asked sincerely.
"Sure, that would be nice." I said casually. Knowing this could be my first gay encounter, my heart was racing.
"Sounds great, where are you parked?" He asked.
"I'm right over in that area.' I pointed and we made our way to my car holding hands.