It didn't speak well to the quality of the dicking down he was receiving that Roger's mind had time to wander to regrets. Though, part of the issue was just that there was nothing particularly remarkable about getting his ass plowed in the storeroom. He and the church cook had a working agreement that if they were alone, sex was fair game.
At the start, it had been breathtaking to have the wiry man pull him aside and push fingers inside with only the whisper of cloth as a warning. Now, his moans felt performative as the man pressed against his entrance, cold oil dripping down his legs as the man pushed in. Still, Roger knew a thing or two about simply needing an outlet.
"Oh fuck yes," he groaned as the head of the dick breached the ring of muscle around his entrance. He did appreciate the fullness, the slight burning at the stretch, but his thoughts continued to wander.
What was Victor doing this very moment? His thoughts always seemed to land on the guard these days. Anyone could see how sexually compatible they were; that wasn't the problem. Roger, however, didn't know how to deal with the emotional side. How he would lay awake at night thinking of the feeling of Victor's fingers brushing against the back of his head as Roger sucked his cock. It wasn't to push him deeper or get any sort of gratification of his own but to check in on Roger himself.
As his current situation was evidence, Roger usually chose partners who paid very little consideration to his own comfort in situations like these. And after all, wasn't that the safer option? To leave anything deeper than physical pleasure and the pleasure derived from pain at the door? How better to avoid getting hurt.
The cook shoved into Roger hard, sheathing himself in one quick movement that drew Roger's thoughts back to the moment. Finally. He didn't want to think of Victor and his gentle touches or rough fucking. He just needed to think of this.
"So tight for me even though you're a little slut," the cook grunted into the back of his neck. His body pushed up against Roger's, pressing him against the pantry shelves. Roger's cock twitched a response to the words, growing more desperate for friction.
He gave in to the sensation, rubbing against the shelves through his robes. It hurt, but even that hurt was such a relief that he let out a choked sob.
"That's it, take me deeper," the cook said, his words interrupted by the sound of the pantry door opening.
The cook paused only for a moment before easing back into his previous rhythm. Though, Roger noted that the grip of his fingers dug harder into his hips, hard enough to bruise.
"Now now," one of the other kitchen staff said. "I thought we had an agreement about sharing snacks?"
Victor couldn't see him, but he didn't care. He just needed more.
The cook pulled him off the shelf by his robes, turning the two of them so Roger would face the intruder. He didn't so much as pause, not to mention, give any sign of revoking consent.