This is my fourth submission and my FIRST gay story.
Please leave feedback and maybe even a comment if you have the time, I am a new author and could use all the help I can get.
All characters are 18 or over.
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Todd Taylor couldn't concentrate; his mind was decidedly not on the test paper in front of him. Instead, it was on the latest obsession that filled his head, the obsession that had kept him from sleeping at night for the last two months, the desire that burned so hot within him, he feared it would drive him mad. What was troubling him was the uncontrollable need to feel a hard cock slide into his mouth and fill him with its cum.
Todd didn't know what to do; he had felt this way for years but had ignored it, recently though, his desire had grown too powerful to be ignored. At first he'd denied it, forced it out of his mind with a self-hatred that left him feeling guilty for days afterwards. He didn't want to be gay... or bi. Then, after watching hours of porn and feeling nothing one day, he stumbled upon a video of two men with a woman who was on her knees sensually sucking them off. As the two men's cocks slid into her mouth simultaneously, they touched one another and he felt an incredible surge of arousal. Utterly turned on by the sight of two men's cocks touching like that, Todd couldn't help but to bring his hand to his cock and start stroking. He was so turned on by how the two men's cocks filled the woman's mouth that he was instantly hard and could feel his orgasm quickly approaching.
The camera panned upwards and showed the two men kissing each other, Todd, was stupefied by the sight and was taken totally off guard. As the two men's tongues danced over each others, they moaned and ran their hands over each others hard bodies. Suddenly, they broke their kiss and the woman took their cocks from her mouth and moved over as one of the men got down on his knees in front of the others cock. As the one man sensually kissed the tip of the other's hard cock and then took it into his mouth, Todd felt his orgasm come over him and he stroked his cock until his load shot out from his dick and cum covered his cock and hand. Todd's orgasm had come and gone but he couldn't look away until the video was finished and his cock stayed hard long afterwards.
After that, Todd couldn't get enough of watching gay porn; he especially loved long, sensual blowjob videos. Every time he saw a man sucking a cock, he got hard and yearned to feel what it would be like to have another man's throbbing dick slide past his lips and into his mouth. He began watching more and more cocksucking videos and each time his desire grew. Todd knew he needed to feel what a cock would feel like in his mouth and eventually bought himself a dildo. He imagined it was a real cock as he took it into his mouth and watched other men give head before Todd came all over himself and licked it up, imaging it was the cum that the men in the videos shot all over their lovers.
Todd was beside himself though; despite the joy and excitement his sexual awakening had brought him, he had no one to share it with and felt a terrible sense of isolation and loneliness. He couldn't go to his parents; they were uncomfortable talking with him about sex as it was. His friends would reject him; they were so homophobic that even the ones who loved him the most would turn their backs on him, no matter how guilty they felt afterwards.
Eventually he resolved to leave his hometown and go to a city like San Francisco, where there was a strong gay community, he would lose himself there and finally experience what he hungered for so much. The day was fast approaching, he had recently turned eighteen and this was the day of his final exams. He wrote the tests with a careless determination, not giving a damn what his grades would be but also committed to finishing them thanks to a desire to be free that made him shout in exaltation when he turned the last page and saw it was the end.
"No talking during the test," said a stern looking librarian whose clothes were so old fashioned they almost made her look like a cliché.
"Whatever, I'm done," said Todd, closing his booklet and getting up. "Goodbye and good riddance, I'm never setting foot in this homophobic shit hole again," he said to the librarian as he passed her his test. The woman looked at him in confused shock as Todd turned his back on her, walking out of the test room and looking forward to the new life he had planned for himself.
As Todd, gathered his things from his locker, Dan Jones, the school's new principal came over to him, a look of concern on his face. Dan was young for a high school principal and quite informal with the students, most of the people Todd knew thought he was a good guy but Todd saw through his bullshit, Dan Jones was probably fucking more eighteen year old high school girls at any one time than most men would in their entire lives. His plastic smile made Todd sigh as he came over.
"Hey Todd, how was the test today?" Dan asked.
"Fine, how'd you know I had it," Todd asked without even the slightest attempt at friendliness.
"Because I checked. Listen, I know this was your last day and that you probably have some big plans for tonight but I have some bad news for you ok," Dan said.
"What," Todd asked in surprise.
"Your mom and dad have been involved in a car accident, they're not badly hurt but they both have to go in for surgery. Your aunt and uncle have been notified as well and they got in touch with the school and let us know that they'd be coming by to stay with you for a bit. They said they should be at the house by three. I'm sorry Todd.
"What," said Todd, totally unprepared for the news.
"Listen, let me know if you need someone to talk to, you can always call me, here's my card," Dan said as he passed Todd his business card.
"What kind of high school principal has business cards made," Todd thought. "Thanks, Dan," mumbled Todd as he picked up his bag and turned to walk away, fazed by the news and the events of the day.
"Ya, sure, you're welcome Todd, " Dan mumbled, totally unsure what to make of the sexy young man who had just turned his back on him without even checking him out despite obviously being gay. "Like I said," he shouted desperately after Todd, "call me anytime."
Todd got home to find his aunt's beat up, white hatchback in the driveway, he was surprised she had got here so fast, she lived with her new boyfriend and they were almost a three hour drive away. The door opened for him as he approached.
"Toddy," his aunt shouted as the door burst open. Aunt Joanna was a crazy woman, she partied like a teenager, drank like an alcoholic and had made a living for three years by selling junk that she found on the beach and turned into jewelry.
Todd's dad had muttered something about her "probably hooking for those three years" once and his mom had slapped him, much to his father's dismay. Todd laughed at the thought. He loved his aunt but he hated that she still called him Toddy.
"Hey auntie Joanna," Todd said tiredly.
"Toddy, I am so glad to see you," Joanna said in her southern accent, "we heard about your parents accident and got over as fast as we could, Kevin drove like hell to get us here this soon." Joanna wrapped her arms around Todd and squeezed him so hard his chest hurt. "Your mom and dad will be fine baby, just you wait, they'll be back home in a couple days."
"Thanks auntie Joanna," Todd said, eyes shifting to the man standing in the doorway behind his aunt.
"Now you stay here and let Kevin take care of you while I go out and take care of a few things at the hospital, I'll only be gone for a couple hours at most Toddy. Ok," she told him.
"Ya sure, I'll be fine," Todd said, eyeing the man who must be her boyfriend as his aunt still squeezed the life out of him. Kevin had short dark hair that had a few flecks of grey in it and was clearly in fine shape, he was tanned and toned and Todd recalled his mother muttering to her sister how she was "practically dating an ex porn star" once. Kevin looked at Todd and gave him a knowing smile; clearly, he too had been crushed in a death grip hug like the one Todd was locked in right now. Thankfully, Joanna finally released him and he was free to breath once again.
