The Top, The Bottom, and the Space Between
By
Reworking History
Chapter One
Another Day, No Dollars.
"You need out again little girl?" I asked my elder companion and best friend. I take a deep breath and pause my video game. "Alrighty, I will get you outside" I assured my pup. Looking around for my shorts, I acquired them away from the couch and slipped my feet in the memory foam sandals that were spotted resting on the floor. I could not help but notice it was yet another day spent being closed off in my fortress of solitude.
"I've got to find something beyond this house." I remembered. Here I am: Shut in, manic, and horny. An easy way to sum up thirty-three year old Curt Rackliff. Having recently made a note that on this day in the fabulous year dated 2019 it has now been nine forgetful revolutions around the sun since I last left this house.
My home had become my cell, which gifted me a "go nowhere, see nobody" aimlessness. I was fully aware that I had better get a move on if I ever want to change and break free of this self-made confinement. I just wasn't sure what was required of me to do so. However, today... "Eh, fuck it, I'll just jerk off" placing the perfect one size fits all patch on this life, that will fix things for this morning. When the evening breaks, I can always re-apply the solution.
I loaded up my browser, and this is the part of the day where I begin to wish that I had a real internet, and an actual computer. I ponder'd a search string to input, I check how much of a data allowance is left for the month. Reminding myself: "Gonna have to make this one quick, I can't afford fifteen bucks to go over." Proceeding to the JerkHub page, and entering a few keywords: "Cuckold foot worship"... nope I've seen all these. Time's a wastin', so I defaulted to "Old man gets ass licked". I know this is a good one and so the ritual begins: After changing the quality from "HD" to "Shit" I pressed play.
I just found it fascinating how this beautiful Russian woman, whom herself deserves worship, drove her face into this fat, hairy, blemished; off-colored old man's ass and absolutely loved it. This one wasn't acting. Both participants enjoyed themselves. This time I made it to the two-minute and forty-seven second mark. "Not bad!" Having saved a lot of bandwidth that morning.
Chapter Two
Follow the Yellow Brick Road
As Friday evening rolled around, horny once again and god dammit if I wasn't about to do something about it. Leaving myself without confidence as to what a country boy out in the middle of Stratford, North Carolina could do about it, I just knew my routine would change that day. I am going to become that beautiful Russian woman in that kinky scene. Be it a click or a switch flipping inside, I would soon be her for a night. I shall become desired, adorned by someone, and deliver pleasure; I intended to submit.
Having been an age since I last visited the popular classifieds, and in an attempt to do so I was quickly alerted that I wasn't going to find the classics any longer. Using an incognito engine in search of a replacement to the personals I used to follow, led me to a new top ten list of possible substitutes. After checking third party reviews I brought up the droid store and signed up for my free "PlayPals - Men who seek Men" account. Being of little difference to me, it would be simpler to find a man as opposed to a woman for this. Also, I found the idea of submitting for a man may result in a deeper, and in its own way, prolific encounter.
The sun went down, and my thumbs swiped and typed, my hands began to ache, and my cock leaked against my thigh. It was just one proposed risk, one judgemental jerk, one robot, one blocked profile after another. Having realized the time, I forfeited the attempt and just grabbed my soft wet cock in my hand, massaged its wrinkles and lifted and fondled my balls. I wanted to taste a man, actually I wanted a man to make me taste him.
Continuing the stroking of my five inches of my cut meat, I envisioned kneeling before someone, embracing a rustic slimey head on my lips, to take a hard shaft onto my tongue. Finishing in my bundle of tissue, then off to bed I went; still half aroused and longing for what I seeked.
Chapter Three
The Man Behind the Curtain
Upon waking, I scouted my phone. My heart began to flutter; my groin clenched as "You have one message" the PlayPal notification broadcasted! "Someone reached out to Me!" "This is a good sign!" Once again the possibilities stirred in my mind.
I studied the profile: Username: BearNeedsHoney. Height: Six feet and four inches. Quite a tower against my five feet and eight inches. Weight: listed at two-hundred and seventy-five pounds! Seeing as I am no feather at two-forty, this is very promising: Taller and bigger than me, seems appropriate. Age: Sixty-Four years old! That certainly is on point! Without question the age range in my recurring fantasy. Ethnicity: I was very accepting that he too was a white man, though really it was of little importance.
Continuing his bio: "Looking for fun, wishing to find a long term buddy, and prefer younger men." "I usually only top, am open minded, also I am married so discretion is required."
I transposed a clever response, well.. clever to me if nothing else. I was straightforward, and although withholding the total extent of kinky and freaky porn I get off on, everything else was an honest enough approach. Not allowing for anything that would be a curve ball on my part. We began back and forths, the stranger was willing to meet me right then and there. My heart began to pound, as my perception led me to an awareness that I was about to break free and into the crotch of my new man.
Chapter Four
An Ounce of Prevention is Worth a Pound of Cure.
Face now trimmed leaving a slight shadow behind, shaved my head absent a guard using my clippers leading to a shiny bald dome capable of reflection. Into the mirror I gave myself a once over. I looked into my blue eyes and they glimmered as if presenting all the stars of the night sky, no stray hairs in my brows, no toothpaste in the corner of my mouth. No boogers or long hairs in my nose.