I was always an avid reader. Now I had broken up with my girlfriend, I had more time to read.
I shared a flat with my mate James. He worked for a local software house, whereas I was a student. I was home most of the day and he came home late. Both of us were in the same position however, his girlfriend had left him to go to America not one month ago.
About a week ago, James came into my room. "Mate, I'm bored shitless. Have you got a book I can read?"
"Yeah sure," I said, and reached over for one from the shelf. I chose one at random, not really thinking about what it was about, or its implications.
"Cheers." He said, and left.
Now a week later, James was back in my room.
"Strange book that mate." He said.
I took it off him. "What was it? Oh, I haven't read it yet. Most of these books are ones I picked up at a jumble. What was it about?"
"About a guy finding his sexual orientation."
"Ah." I said. How embarrassing. "Okay. Sorry about that."
He shrugged. "Never mind." He said, and wandered back into his room.
I thought over what he said. I had never ever had sex with a guy. I thought about it once or twice, but never wanted to try it. I picked up the book I had lent him, and skipped through it. I stopped at one part where the main character asked to try gay sex with his best friend; his excuse was that no one would find out, because they would keep it to themselves, and at least they knew that they were both clean, and nothing to worry about.
I put the book down, and walked into James' room.
"Erm, ah, you know that book?" I asked.
He looked as if he knew what I wanted. "Yes?"
"Have you ever thought about doing something like that? I mean, trying it…once, with your mate? You know, it wouldn't be gay would it, we'd only be trying, and we both know we still love girls, it would just be trying, wouldn't it?" I said, nervously.
"Huh, yeah, I suppose I thought about it when I read that book. I thought you gave it to me for that reason. Haha."
"Ha, yeah, well, I didn't. Erm…do you want to try it?" I asked.
"Yeah, okay. But let's just sit and watch some porn or something and then see how we go on."
"Okay, should I go and get a cassette? From the local?"
"Yeah, go for it."
So I quickly ran down to the local porn shop to rent a video. I found a gay one that looked fairly decent and one bi one and handed them to the girl on the counter.
"Are you a member?" She asked.
"No, how do I join?"
She handed me a form. "I need something to prove you are eighteen, and you must fill out this form."
I handed her my driving licence, which she approved, and filled out the form.
"Oh, Gay Lovers in Action, and Bi-sexual Lingerie Fantasies. You bi-sexual then?" She asked. Why was this twenty-year-old girl questioning me?
"Errr…no, not exactly." I replied.
She smiled and stroked my cheek. "You don't need to be ashamed you know. I'm bi-sexual too. I'd love to meet a guy who would fuck me while he was being fucked up the ass."
Now she was turning me on. "Maybe I could come round and join you one day?" She continued. "And look, bi-sexual Lingerie Fantasies. So you like transvestites, or you are a secret tranny?"
"No, I'm not." And to be honest, I never even thought of it.
"Well, if I can come round one day, I'll bring some really sexy underwear for you and your boyfriend to try on. Maybe you'll like it, and you'll become a tranny. What do you think?"
"Erm, well I don't know. I'll let you know." I was really interested in getting this girl back to the flat one day, but only because she was drop dead gorgeous! Tall, thin, long black hair, which she kept pushing behind her left ear, and an innocent smile.
"Well, enjoy the films. Don't shag too much." She said.
I said thanks and left.
When I got home, I told James what happened. He laughed it off, saying it was definitely only a one-time thing and that I would have to find another boy to share with the girl.
James put in the film called Bi-sexual Lingerie Fantasies. It was only 5 minutes in and I was rock hard. I wasn't sure if it was thanks to the film or the fact that I would be making love to the guy sitting next to me. Either way, none of us had the nerve to make the first move.
As we watched one transvestite dressed in sexy green lingerie fuck another transvestite in a red corset up the arse while another licked out a woman, I decided to go for broke. I unzipped James' trousers and pulled them off. James got all-tense. I lifted off his t-shirt, leaving him in only his boxers.
I got undressed completely. Then I pulled out James' rigid penis and started to play with it. He was really nervous.
"I think we'd both better just relax." I reassured him. "Think about it James. We are both clean, we are both really turned on by this, and nobody can find out! Can they?"
I relaxed a bit. "No they can't."
"So, we can try this just the once. At least we can say to ourselves we've done it, and we know what it's like!"
"Okay." James reached over and started to pump my nine-inch penis. James had a similar size to me, just a bit thinner.
We watched the film a bit, tugging at each other's dicks. Then James leaned over and kissed my lips. It was just like a female kiss, but the whole feeling of kissing another boy made we shiver with excitement. I worked my way down his neck, kissing and sucking. When I reached the join of his neck to his shoulder I sucked harder, at the same time I pumped his penis harder. He suddenly shuddered, wrapping his arms around my back pulling my face harder into his neck. He came hard, pumping cum all over my hand and body.
We kissed again while I pumped the last of his cum out of his dick, then he suddenly pulled away.
"I can't do this." He said, pulling as far away as possible.
"Mate, have you ever dreamt about something while wanking, and then after you came, you thought, 'god, why did I think about that??'?" I asked.
"Yeah, I did." He replied.
"Well that's this! It's just a feeling, it's just hormones. If you come back to me here, and let me continue to rub you, you'll feel good again. You just have to beat the hormones!" He thought about it, then came back over to me.
I started to rub his cum all over his body. Nipping at his neck. On the TV, we watched two transvestites in really sexy satin chemises; fuck a woman in her pussy and mouth, while another transvestite took the man fucking the woman's pussy up the arse.
James started to respond. His dick was already hard again, and now he was rubbing me all over. I moved my mouth down to his nipples and sucked on them.
"Sorry about that Paul." He said.
I looked up at him. "No problem sweetheart." I smiled, as if it was a joke. He smiled back.
