Used and Abused

I sit at your feet. I have my head in your lap as I gaze at you in adoration. You stroke my hair as you are drinking your beer. You tell me about your day. You tell me about a problem at work with a coworker. As you tell me your hand tangles into my hair and you start getting rougher with me. I know that you are getting angry and that you will be taking it out on me. You finish the beer and tell me to get up and get you a bottle of rum. I realize that you want to get drunk and that when you do you will be violent. You always are. I bring you the rum and kneel back down at your feet. You keep telling me about the problem at work. As you drink you get rougher and rougher with my. You have your hand in my hair and are pulling it hard. I know better than to yelp or scream as that will only make it worse. I calmly ask you if I may go to the bathroom and pee. You release me and slap me across the head and tell me to go. I escape to the bathroom. Only I don't intend to merely piss, I am going to smoke a joint to deal with the pain that I know is coming from you. I know that I could leave but I love you to much for that and I also love the abuse.

I come back and am stoned off my ass. You look at me and realize that I am stoned and I can tell that you are seriously angry. You get up and after taking a big swig of the rum you come over to me and backhand me across the face. I stagger back, reaching for my face. WOW that stung!!! You follow me and keep on slapping me. Finally you reach out and drive your fist into my stomach. I double over, arms over my belly. I go to my knees and I look up at you. I know not to beg or plead. But I plead with my eyes. Please no more. You see and with a snicker haul off and kick me in the tummy. I retch. You order me to our room. I crawl down the hall. As you follow you kick me between the legs. By the time that I make it to the room I am crying. You order me to get on the bed. I do so and you tell me to get on my belly. As I lay face down I feel you grab my arms. I feel the coolness of steel and know that I am being cuffed to the bed. You secure me to the bed. You come to the head of the bed and look at me. I see the anger in your eyes, but I also see the love that you have for me. I know that you wont do anything that will seriously hurt me. I return the look and let you know with my eyes that I love you as well.

I look at you and see that you have removed your belt. As I watch you raise it up and bring it down across my ass as hard as you can. I whimper and again you drive it across my ass. Again and again the piece of leather forcefully contacts my body. After 5 lashes I am crying and after 10 I am howling in agony. You lash me again, but this time on the back. I yelp and try to move away, but you have secured me to well to the bed. I hear you laugh and feel the lash of the belt as it strikes my back. After ten more lashes you stop. I look up and see you picking up a pair of scissors. You reach down and cut off my clothes. You throw them on the floor. You stare at me. I watch your eyes as they run up and down me.

You climb onto the bed beside me after stripping naked. You reach up and grab me by the hair. You pull my head back and look me in the eyes. You can see the fear and the pain I am feeling. I see lust in your eyes. You move up so that your crotch is in my face. I see that you are hard as a rock. You shove your 8 inch cock into my mouth. I start sucking and feel you move in me. You move faster and faster. Your dick goes deeper and deeper. I start gagging and you keep shoving until you are driving down my throat. After about 5 minutes you tense and I feel you start to cum. You cum and cum. I swallow and swallow but am unable to get all of it down. It dribbles out of my mouth and down my chin. Your soft cock slips out of my mouth and you let go of my hair. My head falls down on to the bed.

I can tell that you aren't finished with me yet and that more abuse is in store for me. You move from my head and stretch out beside me. You start rubbing my body slowly and sensually. You start at my neck and move on down. When you get to my ass you give it a very hard slap. I yelp from the shock and pain. As the sting slowly recedes you start rubbing between my ass-cheeks. I feel your fingers at the entrance to my butt. You start to penetrate me and as the pressure increases it gets more and more uncomfortable. Soon it is pain and lots of it. I start trying to move away, but you have me secured to the point that I can only move a few inches each way. You have no trouble keeping up the pressure. You insert first one then two then three fingers up my butt. It feels like a rather large butt-plug. The agony is intense. I do everything I can to stay quiet. It doesnt work. I scream. You rip your fingers out of me and again I scream. You grab the belt and start whipping me on the bare ass. I start begging and pleading for you to stop from the very first lash. You keep on. I loose track of the lashes at 20 and they all begin to blend into one. I constantly scream. Finally the whipping stops and I am in total agony. My throat is raw from screaming. You lay down on top of me and I can feel the hardness of your cock. You reach down and aim at my asshole. Once you have it in the right spot you slam into me. The pain is intense. I have never been fucked dry before and I wasnt ready for it. I scream and you laugh. My pain is fuel for your lust and my screams of agony are music to your ears. I know that you love me and you know that I love you. You start slamming into me. I can only lay there and take whatever you wish to give me. Finally after what seems like an eternity I feel you tense and know that you are about to cum. Just as you start you rip out of me. I feel your cum shoot on my back.

You roll off me and reach out and hold me close. You tell me how good I am and how much you love me. I am still crying and moaning from the pain. You rub me gently and murmer words of love to me. I know that you are my master and owner. I have given myself to you completely. I am your whore and slave. I love you and trust you completely.

Sleep well my lover and abuser. I will be here when next you wish to have me.