VISITING THE CEO
I arrived to work with a minute to spare. I didn't get home until late last night and collapsed on my bed. I hit the snooze alarm twice before dragging my ass out of bed and into the shower. I had a powdered shake for breakfast. Thank god that I remembered to buy some more the last time I was at the store.
I sat down at my desk. I work in an office with about 20 other people. We all have our own little cubicle. The first thing on the agenda is to review my emails. Just some of the normal b.s. that I have to read through every day. Heaven help me if I should miss some obscure point in an email from the VP in charge of fuck ups. I normally work from 8 until 4:30. It was going to be a long day.
My name is Jack. I'm 24 and have been out of college for a couple of years now. After working a dead end job for a year and a half, I found a job with this company about 7 months ago. As much as I am complaining about it this morning, I actually enjoyed working here. My complaints have a lot more to do with how tired I was from last night as anything else.
I had gone to a party last night. Well, maybe a party isn't the right term. I went to meet up with a couple of guys, Al and Dave, that I had been with before. I met Dave at a bar a few months ago and wound up going with him to his apartment.
My girlfriend, Kim, left me about a year ago after being together for a couple of years. She was the only girl that I had ever slept with more than once. I suspected that I knew why I had such little luck with women. My cock, when it was at full staff, never got to 5 inches. My girlfriend taught me how to get her off with my tongue. Not only did she enjoy it (at least I thought that she did), I enjoyed it. I even went down on her after cumming inside her. Our sex life became a routine where I would bring her off orally, then fuck her, then she would feed me my cum until she came again.
I saw a picture of her with her new boyfriend on a social post. They were at a pool party. She was in a bikini, and he was wearing board shorts. He was bigger than me in every way. Well, in my paranoid state, I assumed in every way. I couldn't see under those board shorts.
I am 5'8" and weigh in at 135 pounds. I have hair around my dick and some under my arms. Like my head, it was blonde. When I looked at myself in the mirror, sometimes it was difficult to see the hair.
I was having a beer with a friend, Ken. I was really down. Ken was a coworker in that dead end job.
"I know its rough, Jack, but you've got to move past this. Have you asked any other women out since she left?"
I had. A couple, but had been shot down both times. Since Kim left, I had been reduced to jacking off to porn, and lately the ladies in porn have been resembling Kim. The men she was with, were always bigger than me. And since it was porn, I can tell you that they were bigger under the board shorts as well.
"I've asked a couple of girls out, but I've had no luck."
There was no comment from Ken for about a minute. "Have you ever tried a guy?"
I stopped in the middle of drinking my beer and looked at him. "No." I hoped that I said it in such a way to let Ken know that I would never try a guy either.
Ken set his beer down after taking another drink. "Do you miss the sex?'
I looked around to see if anyone could hear our conversation. I couldn't believe that I was having it. "Come on Ken. I don't think that I want to talk about this, especially not here."
Ken finished his beer and waved the bartender over to close out our bill. "Ok. Let's talk about it at my place."
Shit. I didn't want to talk about it at all, but right now, I felt that Ken was about my only friend. The friends that Kim and I had, had stayed with her. That's what happens in a break up. When I thought about it, they were always more her friends, than mine. My choices were to go with Ken to his place, or go home and jack off to "Kim" porn. Ken and I lived in the same apartment complex, but at different ends. When I pulled in the main entrance, if I went left, I was heading to Ken's place. If I went right, I was going home to jack off. I turned left.
Ken was already home and answered the door with a beer in his hand. He handed it to me and suggested that I take a seat on the sofa.
He already had a beer for himself there. After we sat down, Ken told me that he had been in my place a couple of years ago. Ken was 26. He stood about 6 feet and was 170 pounds. He was handsome for a guy. "I tried singles bars, online dating, blind dates set up for me by family. None of that was getting me laid. I was desperate enough that I was willing to take a blow job from a guy."
I hadn't taken a swallow of my beer yet. As I digested this information, I took a swallow. "Are you telling me that you're gay?"
"No. That's not what I'm saying. Look. I went to a gay bar one night to see if I could find a guy to give me a blow job, and on the first try, I did. I didn't have to buy dinner or a movie. I struck up a conversation with a guy at the bar, and an hour later I was at his place. He gave me a great blow job."
"Did you have to suck him in return?"
"No. That was understood going into it. After giving me the blowjob, and swallowing it, he asked me if I wanted to fuck him?"
"Did you?"
"Not that night, but the following week I was back. He had me fuck him on his back and asked me to jack him off at the same time. I had never touched another guy's dick, but I did it. And I've got to tell you that helping him cum as I was fucking his ass was exciting. I wanted to do it again. I'll admit. He was sexy and had a good size cock. As I was stroking him, I wondered what it might feel like to have him fucking me."
"Did you let him?"
"Not that night, but after cumming, we rested and had a drink, then we got into a 69."
"So you sucked his cock. Did he cum in your mouth? Did you swallow?" This conversation was having an effect on me and I was getting hard.
"Yes and yes, and the following week he fucked me after I fucked him."
"You were wearing condoms, yes?"