I was in Honolulu on business staying at one of those unfortunate tourist enclaves built on Waikiki. I had arrived on Saturday to enjoy a couple of days on the beach before my meetings on Monday. I had sunned and swam enough on Saturday and was ready to explore the beach past the front of my hotel. After breakfast, I threw on my board shorts, slid into my flip-flops and started walking down the beach. As gorgeous as the ocean is in Hawaii, I was looking back at the beach. Mixed in with the overweight Midwesterners and German tourists were beautiful women on their honeymoon, dark-skinned local girls and smaller groups of Asian girls all wearing sexy bikinis or short shorts. I caught a look here or there, but having a girlfriend back home I didn't want to pursue anything.
After a few minutes I came along a section of grass that jutted up next to the sand. As I walked by I noticed quite a few Speedos on the people laying out. Then I realized almost all the people in the park were men. It struck me. It was obviously a gay section of the beach. Just far enough away from the tourists, but still there, right on Waikiki. I glanced around hoping the sunglasses would shield my eyes from everyone. There was a little bit of everything. Young, old, Asian, Hawaiian, tan, red, tourist and local. A few looked very effeminate and very gay, while three or four looked like they stepped off an Abercrombie & Fitch poster.
Now, I'm not gay. I've never been with a man. I already mentioned I had a girlfriend. I do however have a fantasy or two. It started after college when I stumbled onto a gay channel in a video booth. I was intrigued. Soon after I was checking out guys at the gym and started figuring out what I was attracted to. I wasn't really attracted to men so much as the cock. A beautiful, hard cock looking exactly how I thought a cock should look really turned me hard. Attached to thin, slightly muscular, dark-skinned man with trimmed body hair. That really got me going. So much so that I would started to check out the gay porn online along with my usual straight porn.
I also started to fantasize of what I would do if I ever worked up the nerve to have my first experience. Maybe it was from seeing other men at the gym, but I wanted my first time to be in a shower or the steambath. It seemed cleaner and certainly sexier. Just thinking about it would get me rock hard and I'd have to beat off. I didn't really see us having sex, just handjobs and maybe oral. I didn't even know if I wanted to get as much as I wanted to receive, but the thought of putting a small, soft penis in my mouth and making it grow big and hard really got me hard. Now from there, giving head turned me on in my head, but it also scared me. All of this scared me and I figured it would just be my secret fantasy for life, until I happened upon this park in Honolulu.
As I subtly checked out who was in the park, I picked out a few that fit my type. I walked through slowly until I was past the all-male part. I kept walking already getting hard as continued my stroll. My breath even became a little short. I kept looking at girls in bikinis on the beach and quickly realized I could not pass up the opportunity I just passed. This was my chance. Thousands of miles away from home, alone and with my own hotel room and not a thing to do.
After a few blocks of mulling it over I turned back around. I shot glances at the few guys that I liked. (If I was going to do this, I was going to do it right.) They looked back but I could tell they could not make out my intentions. I had no idea how to pick up a guy. Luckily, right past the park was a little snack bar. After walking a little past I turned back and got a lemonade at the window. I sat down and again surveyed the men of the park. I tried to meet eyes with the ones I wanted. Without much luck I got up and shot a stare at my top target and walked around to the back of the building in search of a restroom.
I actually needed to pee and didn't think much of it until I realized the restroom was definitely part of the park scene. I could see two sets of male legs in one of the stalls. This turned my on but my last-ditch stare in had produced no response. Or so I thought.
While washing my hands I looked in the mirror to see my top target standing against a palm tree outside the door. I dried my hands and tried to stay calm. Not sure if he was waiting for me or someone else I walked out the door and gave him a small grin. He returned it with a smile and said hi. I chickened out and walked right past him simply scared to death. I stopped after a few steps and turned around. He was still there, surprised by my lack of response. I didn't know what to say and I think he sensed that. He walked over to me and motioned for me to walk with him.
We slowly walked down the path. All I could get out was that I had never done this before. I think he knew that. He stuck his hand out to me and said, "My name is David."
I told him my name.
"Why don't we have lunch?" he said. With that, I felt a moment of bravery.