I walked back inside desperate to find out more about the man. Replacing the bag on the trash, I asked, "Hey dad, who's living in the new house across the street?"
Turning back from the television, he answered, "Oh he just moved in a few weeks ago right after the house was finished with construction. I met him a few times. He said he had just gotten stationed here and would be staying for about a year."
A small smirk appeared on my face as I thought about our solider friend across the street.
Just then my mom interjected, "He has a wife, right honey? I haven't really seen her around much"
Flipping the channel, my dad added, "That's right, I remember him telling me that his wife is a flight attendant who's often away on trips. It's the two of them and that dog in the house"
And just like that, the smirk subsided. I cling onto the word, "wife" like a bitter taste in my mouth as I gulped, "Ah alright"
Turning off the TV, my mom offered, "Such a shame he's by himself most days, we should have him over for dinner one of these nights."
I made my way upstairs as she finished her sentence. Still clinging onto the thought of someone else. I don't know why I had become so obsessed with this man. I'd had my share of guys but there was something intriguing about him aside from his obvious looks and physique. Even the thought of a wife seemed like less of a red flag and more like a challenge. I bit my lip as my cock, once more, rose to attention. I'd like to say that I'm in control of my sexual desires, but moving away from home and getting a real taste of man on man fucking made me horny at the mere thought of cock.
Knowing a mere jerk off session wouldn't cut it, I reached into one of my boxes and pulled out an old friend. I made sure to carry this box up myself, ensuring that no one would discover the contents. I marvelled as it lay in my hands, a huge flesh-colored dildo. I ran my fingers down the latex head, realistic-looking veins and down the balls unto the strong suction cup. This guy came in real handy on the nights I didn't get much action and by the looks of my growing cock piercing through my basketball shorts, tonight would be one of those nights.
Stripping down, I lied down on my bed with my back propped up against the wall. Legs spread open, as vulnerable as I could be, I reached down and started to feel for my hole. I couldn't tell you when I knew that I was into guys versus girls, but one thing was for sure, when I decided to try gay sex, I knew the role I wanted to play.
Gathering spit, I massaged around the surface of my ass. Slowly, I ran my middle finger up and down the hole, relaxing it with each movement. Not wanting to detract from the overall sensation. I knelt on my bed and began to grease the dildo with my spit. I carefully placed underneath me as I raised myself up on both legs. I caught a glimpse of the image from the mirror across my bed: me, squatting with my hole mere inches from the cockhead with my dick hanging in anticipation. Biting down on my lip, I lowered myself onto the toy. Shivers went up my body as I could feel the cockhead penetrating my tight hole. I've used this toy over a hundred times over, and I still feel some pain when I first get it in. Still, I continued to press down on the head until I felt it push past the muscle. From there, I lowered my body on the shaft until I felt the balls of the toy rub up against my skin. Any pain that once existed now subsided as the toy fit me like an old glove as my body relaxed around the familiar object. I slowly began to ride the fake cock, using the strength of my legs to bring the tip almost to the point of sliding out before ramming the dildo back into my hole up to the base. I did this for a few minutes, riding the cock while I jerked my own dick with force. Soon, I grew weak in the knees- not from fatigue but from pure ecstasy. If I ever needed a good solo fucking, this was how I got it. Needing release, I knelt on the bed with the toy still inside me as I lowered my ass down and continued to fuck myself. I tried to get it as deep as I could before sliding back up, repeating this motion. After a few minutes of this, I felt my balls tighten, anticipating a big finish. Biting on my lip in order to prevent myself from screaming out, cum sprayed out of my cock and onto my waiting palm. Without even giving it a thought, I brought my palm up to my mouth and drank the still warm cum from my hand, like man who has been without water for weeks. I savoured the sweet and bitter taste as it coated my tongue and oozed down my throat. My tongue, lapped up the remnants from my palm before sucking on my fingers until they no longer tasted like my nectar. I pumped the toy a few more times before rolling back onto my back.
There I laid: stark naked with hands still glistening from my own juice, legs spread open like a whore with a dildo still partially inside my ass and a cock slowly deflating with every minute. "How did I get so worked up over the thought of a man?", I asked, hoping there would be more to the story. I revelled at the thought and slowly drifted asleep.