It was disconcerting to see him a few days later, walking around the shopping centre with someone that I assumed was his wife.
In that weird shopping centre light, surrounded by the frantic buzz of shoppers, his handsome features stood out. His wife might have once been a model, still could actually, with her flawless skin and thick honey-blonde hair and legs all the way up to her armpits. I'd guess her age at around thirty, and he was probably not far off. His were hazel and had perhaps flecks of green in them. He had a small button nose, and short-cropped hair, with one of those perpetual smiles that seemed to emanate from his eyes.
In a pair of jeans, he looked fit. I already knew his dick was huge because I'd seen a burly guy suck it and I'd seen this guy suck the other guy's. Whoever he was, he gently put a hand behind his wife's back as they walked towards me, looking distracted and talking about something that held their attention.
As he went to pass me, his eyes flicked to me, a quick look; nothing too intense, and so brief, I almost missed it, a mere glance sideways, before he continued on with the pretty blonde.
But it was enough.
Those eyes had clocked me. Recognised me perhaps and artfully diverted away, like he'd practiced being spotted in public a thousand times and knew how to avert his eyes.
I figured it was safe to turn and look, given I was by myself, and there'd be little chance he'd look back at me.
But I was wrong. He did glance back at me, and then he smiled.
That zapped me, like that time I'd been dared to put a 9-volt battery on my tongue. Except this was no battery, this was just a guy. Just an ordinary, perhaps above-average looking guy.
It sounds so cheesy to say that some random guy I'd previously seen in a public toilet sucking cock and I, had locked eyes and an electricity flowed between us.
But here we were, smack bang in the middle of a shopping centre and we both turned, smiled, and connected.
And it could not have been more frustrating, because where would I take it? What could I do with it? There was nothing I could do. I had no way to contact him, and him with his wife so close to him, there was no way that I could talk to him anyway.
But then he surprised me. With confidence, he whispered something to his wife, gently moved her on and detoured to the cafe they'd passed. As he reached into his pocket for his wallet, he turned to face me and smiled, then raised an eyebrow, before turning to order his coffee.
I slowed down and took the long way around and back to where the cafe was. I'm not sure who I thought would be watching us, but let's call me paranoid.
He ordered and paid for something, then turned to search for me.
I came up alongside, nervous and with legs trembling. After all, I had no idea what was happening, and I certainly didn't have the confidence this guy exuded.
"Hey, how's your day going?" he asked me, a strong accent I recognised and tried to place.
"Hey...um, good...thanks. And yourself?" I stammered, a little annoyed to have been caught off-guard by his greeting, but also mesmerised by his amused eyes, which seemed to bore into me. I wondered then if he was a cop, or someone used to intimidating people for a living.
"Good. Wasting some time while the car's getting a service. Might wander upstairs in a bit..." he trailed off, still smiling with eyes that seemed to be asking a different question.
"Okay," I said, not sure what was upstairs, so I looked up, and thought about the mezzanine, the toy store, food court, department store, and was about to shrug, but then it occurred to me.
I slowly turned back to look at him and I froze.
I think I blushed.
He laughed, a nice laugh, a hot laugh. Quite masculine. If there was a line-up of guys most likely to suck dick, he wouldn't even be in the line-up.
The cashier handed him two coffees and a packet of biscuits. She was a young red-head and as captivated by his eyes as I was. She stared after him, even as he turned and began to walk away. When I approached the counter, her eyes looked annoyed, if only for a second, but then her fake smile was back, and I ordered a coffee.
Mr. confident had wandered off with his coffees, but I had apparently been given a clandestine communique.
I don't drink coffee or tea, so took the very long way around to a drinking fountain at the end of the centre, and poured my coffee down the drain, then dumped the cup.
Without really knowing how long 'in a bit' meant, I slowly made my way up the escalators, feeling a little paranoid that centre security may have been eavesdropping on our chat. But for every objection my mind conjured, my dick reasoned better. It led me all the way around the middle floor and directly to the public toilets.
A row of men stood at the urinals, and I also realised the cubicles were full, so I stood at one end by the sinks, and waited for one to become free. I assumed I'd have to take the middle one and hope I'd meet the guy that way.
As I waited patiently, my guy casually strolled in and my knees buckled a little.
He spotted me, raised an eyebrow, scouted the toilet, then walked away to a service door.
Except it wasn't a service door. Hidden sort of behind where the urinals were was a disabled toilet, and it looked like the disabled sign had fallen off long ago.
He went in and held the door open for me, so I quickened my step and raced in, then quickly looked behind me as I closed and locked the door.
I couldn't believe there was a completely safe, private toilet hidden away in such a busy environment.