This is a story that has languished on my hard drive for over a year. There's more coming...just not sure when.
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Have you ever been attracted to someone and repelled by them at the same time? I didn't think it was possible until I met Keith. He'd transferred in to our office from another city, and immediately became the alpha dog. He was in his mid 40's, loud, obnoxious, crude, rude...and oh so goddamn handsome. And built. He was every bit of 6'6", a muscular 270 pounds. He looked like he could pick up a car.
The women in the office looked at him with dreamy eyes. Unfortunately for me, so did I...although quietly and from a distance. I was 19, and still so deep in the closet that nobody would ever figure out that I was gay, or so I thought. I'd been attracted to men my whole life and recently had discovered those wonderful little holes between the bathroom stalls at a run-down, decrepit mall a short distance from my folk's house.
I don't know if Keith somehow picked up my attraction or he just singled me out because of my size. I was a small guy, barely 5'5" and about 100 pounds. Plus, I was the only male working in the department. From the first day he teased me mercilessly, referring to me using names like "sweet cheeks" and "hot stuff" as he did with the women in the office. At some point, he started calling me "Mary" instead of "Martin". At first, I bristled and was going to report him to management but word spread that he was a close, personal friend of the owner and complaints wouldn't go anywhere...except maybe to the unemployment line for the person that complained.
So I tolerated his abuse, all the while secretly lusting after him. I sated my hunger for his cock by nightly trips to the mall. I imagined that every cock I sucked was his and was both thrilled and disgusted with myself about it.
This lasted for about four months until the mall finally closed down. It had been a long time coming, and when it finally did close there was only a few stores left open in it. My wonderful place to find relief was gone, and I had no place else to go.
I slowly went crazy for the next few weeks. I wanted COCK, I wanted big gobs of cum sliding down my throat.
I stayed late at work one Friday. I'd spent too much time daydreaming about men and what I wanted them to do to me, and had gotten behind on several tasks. Also, I didn't really want to go home. Here at work, at least, was things that would take my mind off of things. Long things, with nice heads and full of...I shook the though out of my head.
I was just finishing up when someone spoke behind me.
"Why are you still here, sweet-cheeks?" Keith's voice rumbled. "Everyone else left an hour ago."