I think I might, in fact I do!
After my last Journey into that place between fantasy and reality, I thought I must try and resolve my doubts. I joined an internet chatroom, and got chatting to a young TV from the north of England. He asked me to call him my special little girl friend; we were just posting photos and messages to start.
As time passed she asked if she could e-mail me, at first I was unsure (my wife used the computer). I set up another e-mail alias on the computer, and agreed to her request. I explained that I was quite a bit older than she was, I sincerely hoped that this wouldn't matter. She replied that age didn't matter (she is 23) and that she probably needed a daddy to take her in hand. Some of the photos she sent me were absolutely fantastic, and I was getting more and more sure that I wanted to meet her. She asked me to get a bit more daring with my photos, so I went out and bought a selection of women's underwear. I posed for some photos, and was getting aroused not by wearing them but by what I was doing.
I was really being drawn into this fantasy world of mine, but this was a real person I was in contact with. Photos of me in women's panties moved on to almost full cross-dressed photos, I loved it.
We started chatting to each other thro IM's; I would have a picture of her in front of me as we chatted. There I was a married man chatting to some young TV who I hadn't seen, telling her what I would like to do to her. One photo she had mailed me was an upskirt shot, I told her what I would do if I were with her. I described how I would have put my head up between her thighs and moved her panties aside, and licked the crack between her buns finding her boy pussy with my tongue. I would then pull her panties down, turn her round and devour her clit in one.... My computer screen was red hot, my cock needed attention.