As my husband, Ray, and I were eating lunch, he asked me what it was like for me to get gangbanged the night prior. I asked him if he'd ever been the center of one. Ray paused for a moment, smiled and told me that he'd had trains pulled on him, and he'd done what he called blow bangs. He explained to me that having trains pulled on him were special memories for him.
I asked Ray, since I was his wife, if I was supposed to feel guilty for liking sex with multiple men. In response, Ray asked me if he should feel guilty for liking the same thing. I told Ray that if doing that made him feel good, and no one was getting hurt, then who cares. Ray smiled and asked me if I wanted him to care. I had to think about that.
Although I was married to Ray, I really didn't know him. What I knew was that he wasn't very good, sexually, and he had a very small penis. And he was gay. I didn't really know Carl, either. What I did know was that he had a huge, very thick cock, he'd been my first sexual partner, on my wedding night. And I liked that he was older and shared me with other men.
At the time, I wasn't looking for love. I was already married. I had a boyfriend/lover. And four other men had already had sex with me and taught me the joys of anal sex. Hell. I was only eighteen, for God's sake. I wasn't sure what I wanted out of life, but I damn sure liked what I already had.
I asked Ray to tell me about the two other girls he'd been with. He said that the first girl liked to be fisted. He told me that was kind of a turn on for him. She'd been with numerous men, and, because he was so small, she asked him to fist her. He said that his hand easily fit inside of her vagina, and feeling her pussy tight around his wrist was an intense feeling.
The other girl, Debbie, was the only girl he'd ever really had feelings for. Ray said that he enjoyed feeling Debbie up and fingering her, but they never had intercourse. As a matter of fact, he never even kissed her. Ray told me that he never even thought of having intercourse with Debbie, but he liked knowing that she lived with two other guys that she did have intercourse with.
Ray told me that he envied me. He said that he had enjoyed sucking Carl in the bathroom by the bike shop, and he'd always wondered what it would be like to get fucked by him. I told Ray that Carl's cock was amazing. And he agreed. I told Ray that the first time Carl entered me that it hurt like hell, but I wanted him in me. I told Ray that was what made it possible for me to take him, even though I had never had another cock in me.
I told Ray that the night prior had been surreal. It was like I was the only girl in the world and Carl, Ken, LaShaun, Darius and Marcus acted like they were never going to get to have sex again. I told Ray that getting all that attention made me feel like I was somebody. I added that Carl and the other men had made me feel special.
Ray told me that he'd had a train pulled on him three weeks before he and I met. He said that most of the men had been good. There were a couple of men that were small and not very good, but the majority of the men that fucked him were good sized and that he'd enjoyed them. I asked Ray if getting a train pulled on him made him feel special. He said that it made him feel really good, and that it was always a good experience, even though a few guys weren't that good.
I asked Ray if it bothered him that he had such a small penis. He told me that it really didn't matter when he was with other guys, because he was always a bottom. He said that the other men didn't care how small his penis was. What they cared about was getting to fuck him.
I asked Ray if he felt that because I was his wife that I would have sex with him. Ray told me that he was happy that I married him, but it had made him happier being able to see me with the other men. He admitted that we would never really have a sexual relationship, but that he hoped we could both be happy.
I told Ray that Carl's cock was probably too big, but that I would never turn him down. Ray told me that few men are as big as Carl was, and to enjoy him as much as I could. I told Ray that Darius felt best in me. Ray reminded me that Carl lived with us and that I would more than likely be having sex with him on a daily basis, if not more often. I told Ray that I liked Carl, but I really liked Darius. Ray told me that was something I would have to deal with.
I asked Ray what his best sexual experience had been. Ray smiled and said that there was a Navy doctor that he'd met in a gay bar downtown. They went to the doc's apartment, they drank a couple glasses of wine, the doc slowly undressed him and he undressed the doc and they made out. Ray went down on the doc and then the doc would take him to the bed and suck him and lick him from his cock to his neck and then the doc would kiss him as he entered him.